My world is turning black and white
I just want you to fight
For your life, for your love, for your thoughts
Cause they were the only light in my dark nights.
.....................
Harry's pov:
" I'm not gonna come with you." I said emotionless as starting at the window in my hospital room.
"Did I say you have a fucking choice?" He yelled and my body trembled.
I looked at him; hurtfully.
"Do you know I'm a human? I have feelings...."
A tear wetted my cheek. He didn't break the silence." You fucked me and then pushed me back like I'm a fucking slut....I..I..feel like shit..I.."
I choked on my words.
I wanted to say. I wanted to yell my pain, my feelings. But then again it's me, Harry.
Trash flashed in your eyes
It was ME darling that you threw out
Is she makes you feel loved now?
I left my heart inside
So don't ask me why suicide....
Words spinning in my head but only sobs escape my mouth.
"I didn't just fuck you; there's a difference.
We showed our souls to each other, it's called making love; we made love Harry. Me and you."
His soft voice tickled my ears as his sweet lies melt my helpless heart.
"You treated me like a piece of shit. Like I'm nothing but a whore."
" you can't talk shit about something's mine."
Another shoot into my heart.
" Harry don't make me say it. I'm so confused about all the things happened;but I'm sure I'm not confuse about you. You're really, I can feel you."
Fucking tears again didn't let me to drown into amber eyes.
"You just saying it cause you're pitying on me. I know I'm pathetic but don't make it worse with your pity." I turned my face around again to avoid his gaze.
"I'm not. Don't act like this cause I don't know how to respond but I'll learn it." He said jokingly but playing with my heart isn't funny.
" I won't let you stay here with that irresponsible
Profligate person. You WILL LIVE WITH ME cuz I want to "
" he's the sweetest person I've ever seen. He's kind and have a warm heart just like his warm strong arms." I defined damiano because he deserve to be respected.
" oh yeah?" He stepped closer even if that was possible.
"Did you let him touch you?"his hot breaths hits my face aggressively. And his tone make my heartbeats speed up.
"Did you let him touch you Harry?" He hissed angrily but I don't know where my tongue hides.
"FUCK,FUCK,FUCK" he cursed as walking around the room and punched the wall; I was just shaking not able to deny it even though I didn't do anything.
" DID YOU FUCK HIM?IT WAS ANY GOOD?"
His eyes shooting fire on my body and mind.
I don't know from where I found the courage to respond but I did.
" it's none of your business;you fuck the blonde anyway."
Another punch and blood dripping down of his hand.
" YOU CANNOT BE SERIOUS. YOU DID NOT LET HIM TOUCH YOU THE WAY I DID."
" as I said it's not your fucking business. I'm a damn grown man I can make my own decisions."
Shut the fuck off harry. Just shut your fucking mouth wtf is wrong with you.
He just glared at me with fiery eyes and then shut the door loudly.
I don't care about him he is an asshole anyways. I can't fell for his lies but only god knows how much I want it to be real.
Zayn's pov:
I shouldn't be this angry. So what. It was just a random fuck. Yeah there's nothing more than that. What if...,no of course not. Like why would Harry like an Italian boy with a mullet and smoky eyeshadow? Who wears fashionable clothes and have raspy deep voice?
God why wouldn't he?
I clutched at my hair.
He will come back with me where he belongs to.
In the hallway I met them. Four punky Italian people.
Great now I'm look like a bull who saw a red flag.
So I walked to them and hit him on the wall.
"How dare you to touch him?" I roared.
" oh hello there; you love me right? Cause you always want to be around me." I pushed him on the floor And punched him once ,"if just one more time, see you looking at him..."
twice," I will pull out your fucking eyes..."three times " and then feed your own dogs with it mother fucker.." his friends and other people there were trying to pull me away from him but nothing could stop me.
I lost the count of punches and hit him till blood runs out of his mouth and nose.
I get off of the top of him and wiped the sweat drops on my forehead.
Still Long black haired man's grip was on my arms.
" it was just a warning little boy,next time I won't be this kind toward someone who try to look at my boy." My boy....MY BOY. I literally said that, but people say anything when they're angry so fuck this shit.
" your boy? Do you have a boyfriend Malik? Congratulations body." He smirked, showing his bloody mouth.
I tried so hard to don't run to him again."but when did you get ride of your beautiful blonde chick? Don't miss that she's really good in bed."
He wants me to kill him.
I was struggling to free myself but I couldn't.
"What was her name? Umm..." he was cleaning his mouth with his hand.
"Gigi! Yeah Gigi." Another fucking smirk.
Ethan's grip on my arms loosen so I use my apportunity and rushed to the already beaten up man.
Another flood of punches but he didn't stop smirking.
Security guards came and forcefully separated me from him.
" leave me! Don't you fucking dare to touch me again bastards" I walked out of the hospital furiously. Lit my cigarette.
Nobody can't touch Harry or see his body or anything except me. NOBODY or they should face with me.
