Zayn's pov:
The sunlight cruelly opened my eyelids, forced me to wake up and my sleepy eyes meet the most beautiful thing in this world,
A bunch of messy brown curls on my bare chest as warm breaths hitting my skin; long pale arms wrapped around my waist and my right arm protectively around his body; legs locked together.
I don't wanna move or change a thing but I have to I'm losing my control. So I replaced my chest with a pillow and slowly moved his body.
He's face is angelic. And my thoughts unholy.
I put a quick kiss on his cheek, trying hard to don't change my mind and kiss his pink baby lips.
..................
"Pola,I don't-"
"Do you want me to be killed?" I looked at her serious face, confused.
"Wha?"
"Don't play dumb haz, mr. Malik was dead serious that if you don't eat, he'll kill me."
His cute face and little smile with soft amber eyes came to my mind, i tried so hard to don't laugh.but obviously I failed.
" what? My death is funny now?" She put the tray on nightstand.
"No, not that...." I looked at the tray;eggs? Cheese???? Butter? Milk? Fried vegetables??
Wtf? It's for an elderly man with diabetes?
"Ummmm... WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?"
Now she's confused.
" what do you mean Harry? I have a job to do."
" do...ca..can I have lucky charms please?" I made my puppy eyes and of course she will say YES.
" okay big baby. I'll bring it for you kiddo."
When she was near the door I whispered:
" now you're going...can you like..can you please bring me iced coffee with fruit salad too?"
"Yes Harry I'll be back soon."She huffed and I smiled in respond.
After 20 minutes she came back with my favorite breakfast in her hand.
My eyes began to shine.
Yeah this is my favorite breakfast since I was like 8? Yeah eight.
"THANK YOU. YOU ARE AN ANGEL POLA"
She handed to me as smiling.
" you're cute tho. But still I wanna kill you and i really don't know why." She said as thinking.
" I know why. Because you're a jealous little girl."
I joked as sipping on my vanilla iced coffee.
" yeah maybe I am jealous." She said seriously.
"Are you kidding? Why would you be jealous of a kidnapped gay man?"
" never mind Harry. If you need anything let me know." And she left.
Weird.
But nothing can ruin my day. I'm so happy today I have no idea why. And then again I remembered strong tan arms that wrapped around my waist and shoulders tightly and being felt safe in his arms. Suddenly my cheeks got hot and the room hotter.
Harry you're so gay man stop. Quit being gay for one second.
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Zayn's pov:
" call me one more time or say Harry's name again and then You won't be able to breathe anymore." I hissed, and hang up the phone.
I shouldn't let him be alive.
I looked at my watch, it's 7 p.m how did I survive this time to be far from those green eyes?
It's surprising.
So I take myself home as fast as I could.
" where's Harry?" The first thing I asked from blonde girl.
"He's watching tv sir."
" did he ate properly?" She nodded and I smirked; good boy.
When I walked to the hall, he was there. Messy hair in an oversized grey hoodie which is obviously mine.
" we need to buy some clothes for you."
I said teasingly.
Look at those red cheeks, God he's so cute.
" I'm sorry...I..I oh gosh it's so embarrassing..." he wiped his forehead and I stared at his cuteness.
" I was stinky.pola told me," frowning like an angry kitten.
" so yeah I took a shower and I didn't know what to wear and of course pola's clothes are too tight for me so yeah-"
" take a break babe, breathe." So he did.
" you're such a good boy." I teased again and he stared at me with wild eyes.
" tomorrow." And I walked to the stairs.
" umm excuse me...tomorrow what?"
" we will go shopping so be ready." I didn't let him to say anything. I need a shower.
...............
I put the towel on my wet hair, admiring my Batman underwear.
" oh god I'm so sorry.I didn't see anything. No no I didn't I'm sorry sorry sorry-" Harry shouted as covering his eyes.
" it's okay I'm not naked; you saw more before" I said cheekily with a smirk on my face.
Red cheeks again.
" ok okay stop can you please wear something?" I put on a sweatpants.
" so what's wrong harreh?"
" I was just thinking that I could sleep here with you just....just in case-"
"I love the sound of this idea."
But it's too early to sleep.
"Do you wanna sleep now ?" He looked up at me." No..but yeah if you want to yeah I wanna sleep."
I smiled.
" did you alway speak like this or it's because of my hotness?" He started at me with disbelief.
"Hot? Who you? Yeah sure with that Batman thing. Of course." He laughed.
" wow baby's got a tongue," I looked at the giggling beauty.
" so do you wanna watch something?"
" YESSS"
" okay choose some romance shit on Netflix."
" what do you mean romance shit? All the masterpieces are romance, with tragedy endings."
" oh that was dark. Don't talk about this stuff." I marked.
"But the true loves and epic love stories always have a sad ending; one of them will end up dead or they will be separated..."
His thoughts are scaring me. He killed himself like a week ago and now this.
" Harreh..." I kneeled as grabbing his hands tightly,"do you wanna talk about it? You know there's alway an expectation. You're not alone I'm here and if you need someone to talk, I'm happily waiting for you okay?" I put a kiss on his cold hands, his scars still red.
" why you're doing this?" A tear find it eay on his cheeks," people always do this to me, make me feel loved and safe and then suddenly they leave and throw me away like I'm nothing."
I know you're already hurt
I wish, but I can't change the past
But please don't call yourself nothing
When you're my everything
Sad glassy green eyes,
Baby don't be scared,
I'll be always here
You're safe
As long as I breathe
"But you're not nothing." I point out.
" don't pity on me." He said with raspy voice.
" why would I pity on you? I literally broke my own rules to keep you here with me. You're so beautiful and smart and cute and-"
Soft pink lips
Cold hands
Tickling my face with curls
Destroy me, kill me
I'm so far gone
Put your love gun
On my heart
And let me trust
For once on my heart
He pulled away panicked." I'm sorry I'm such a fool I need to go I'm so stupid I'm sorry why don't you kill me? I wanna disappear I feel like shit..."
I made him stop talking with engaging our lips for a long sweet kiss, feeling dizzy of his lips.
Addictive taste, I can't get enough.
Taste like heaven
So sweet and dreamily
How can I pull away?
When all I want is to stay?
The words I wanna say
I think I love you more than I can
" don't you even dare to talk shit about zayn malik's boyfriend." It's too late I already said that. God i scared him. Boyfriend? Really zayn? Are you crazeh ?
" I am his boyfriend?" He teased.
" I understand It's totally fine if you..."
" I love to be his boyfriend." He smiled sweetly and if he's my boyfriend then why should I control myself and my feelings?
I pushed him back on the bed slowly and got to the top of him.
He is the most beautiful person I've ever seen.
"Are you even real?" And again kissed him but this time hungrily.
