Will You Catch Me If I Fall? (Nick & Demi) (Nemi)

Chapter 30

I looked down at my feet seeing the waves crash down against the huge rock.. How could I feel so betrayed yet so sorry.. yes.. I wanted her.. I loved her..

I'm in love with her.. and it's something so scary... I never felt this way before in my life..

It was almost night now.. I could already see the stars in the sky..

Mom..

With so much going on.. I forgot that in about 3 hours it's her death anniversary..

- How I miss you mom.. - I whispered to the sea

I did miss her.. guess that living without a women figure makes you soft.. I felt soft... I felt a sissy sometimes..

Funny how that's what Demi liked about me..

Demi..

How could she?

What did I do to deserve this? i treated like royalty..

- I saw you from the white house.. can I sit next to you?.. - I heard

How can she do this? She always comes in the moments I actually feel like I need her.. yet, I still don't want her close to me

I didn't moved.. i just continued swinging my legs

- Nick? - she asked a few minutes later

The tears quickly came back and I found myself wanting to hug her and cry on her chest..

- Please talk to me.. you're killing me slowly.. not talking to you is like torture.. you're torturing me.. - Demi pleaded with a heartbreaking voice crack

After a while I looked into my clock and saw it was 9pm..

Turning around, I saw Demi looking at the river.. her eyes darted towards me and I saw sadness..

- You can sit here.. - I said turning back around again

After a while of silence, she curled up against her legs and took a deep breath - Can we talk?

I nodded and folded my hands looking at her - I'm sorry for being such an asshole.. I shouldn't have walked away in the discussion

She slightly smiled - You really hate that don't you?

I nodded and looked back at the sea

- That was an old picture.. it was when we were best friends

- That was not being a best friend.. that looked like you just had sex.. - I said looking at her - Was he your first one?

Yes.. that was what was bugging me.. I felt like he had something I didn't had..

She sucked in her breath and I knew the answer

- Wait Nick..

- Why didn't you tell me? I hate liars Demi! You told me you and him would never have anything and never did.. You just told me that to my face right now!

- Nick.. he was my first but we were drunk.. we forgot about it.. we tried to block it.. I swear to God nothing more happened!

- Sex is something important Demi! He made love to you.. you gave him something he'll always have and will rub on my face if he needs to.. sex is something that two people do when they're in love!

- Oh my God!! Nicholas!! You had sex before with girls.. this is not different!

I stood up but she pulled my hand stopping me while getting up - It's different because he's still in your life, he's tryna have you again, you lied to me about it and you know I feel like something will happen between you two..

- Please believe me Nick.. I only have eyes for you.. you know that..

I cleaned my tears and she hugged my waist - Please Nick.. please take me back.. I love you with all my heart and..

...

...I feel like I'm falling for the one.. You..

I hugged her back for a while..

- I'll catch you.. - I said letting out a sob

- Are we good again? Can we be what we were before?

I shook my head - I just need.. a few days.. just to.. to clear my head - I said

She nodded her head but didn't let me go

- I love you..

I didn't answered back.. I was still not ready..

We stayed hugged and cuddling watching the sea until my clock hit midnight..

I started crying pretty hard after a few seconds and that kinda scared Demi at first

She then probably remembered it and hugged me tight

- She's alive in our hearts.. forever..

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