Will You Catch Me If I Fall? (Nick & Demi) (Nemi)

Chapter 32

We have been chilling for a while into the night when I finally remembered that I supposedly got my exam mark either today or tomorrow..

I only remembered because Demi's mom texted her saying she passed..

- Congrats baby!! - I smile at her

She leans down and kisses me slowly and upside down since my head was on her lap

She pulled back and I got up a bit kissing her again - I'm so proud of you..

She smiled and looked down - You.. gonna open it now?

I smiled softly - No..

She looked up and I saw a glistening of a tear - Please don't cry Demi..

- I don't want to lose you Nick..

I caressed her cheek - You will not lose me

- What are you going to do then?

- I honestly don't know.. I don't know what to do.. I'm torned

She looked down - Listen.. I don't want to be in the way of your dreams..

We stood there in silence until I laid down..

She turned her face to me and laid down next to me so we could cuddle

- I love you.. - we said at the same time

I couldn't sleep though.. I could feel her crying softly but said nothing..

Today was the big day.. You think I should have made up my mind by now but I didn't..

She then stopped crying and I felt her breathing pattern slow down

Kissing her head, I slipped out of bed and picked up my guitar to strum it for a while..

I walked out my bedroom closing the door and went to the one and only Joeseph

Yep.. Joe..

He might be a douche and a stupid bastard.. he might probably be the worst brother in the world.. but he was without a doubt my best friend..

I knocked on his door and he shouted "Come in", so I did

- Hey.. can I?

Joe rubbed his eyes nodding and sat up - You can.. you were lucky I was on the phone though.. You have my money?

I shook my head - Ask dad dude.. - I said sitting down by his bed

- Why are you here little bro?

I sighed and laud my guitar on my lap - I can't sleep.. I don't know what I will do about the future..

- How so?

- I don't know what I want.. if I pass this exam, what am I supposed to do?

He made an "Oh" sound and scratched his jaw - You mean, you don't know what or who to chose right?

- Yeah.. I know there's still a chance I don't pass but.. if I do.. what will I do?

Joe chuckled - I know it sounds cliché but you have to do what your heart wants to do..

- Dude.. I don't even know what my own heart desires.. It used to be hip hop all the way.. me dancing it 'till the end.. but..

- but... - he repeated leaning a bit towards me

- Demi just makes me fucking happy.. she just turned my world upside down.. she made me fall hard into her..

- Well.. what about choosing between Ballet or Hip hop.. what do you feel about that?? Just forget Demi for 2 seconds

I gulped not really knowing the answer to it.. It really did use to be just me and hip hop but now.. Now I actually enjoy ballet.. I used to think it was gay, but that's not my opinion right now..

- I don't know.. Either one..

I looked at Joe and saw him smile - So you're making yourself debate between having something you like and something you like and that has the possible "love of your life" with it?

I chuckled stopping playing - Shit dude.. how did you did that?! Are you a fucking shrink?

Joe laughed loudly - Yeah.. now I need money

- Ask dad asshole! - i shouted pushing him away a little and gathering my stuff

- I'm so happy I will see you again in colans.. It will be forever my favorite thing to mock about

I chuckled shaking my head and reaching the door - I don't say this often but I love you Joe!

He threw me a pillow - Stop being so gay Nicholas!!

I laughed loudly and threw it back at him and closing the door

I ran down the hall and got inside my room placing the guitar against the wall

Looking towards the bed, I smiled and got closer to it.. Demi's arms instantly came around my waist and she snuggled against me

I kissed her head and sighed holding her - I love you..

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The end is almost coming!!!!! Will it be the next chapter??