Journey Through Me (A collection of my poems)

Missing

I'm so sorry it took so long to update! school started again and I've been really busy with everything. Have a great Monday off! 

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Your missing and I can't find you 

I realize your true worth when you were here all along  

you ran off with a past lover  

and now your still running  

leaving all your father brother sisters and mother  

was it worth all that you have  

to hang loose for a while  

while you we're a run away

now imagine when you return 

all the people will judge  

and respect must now be earned  

did you need to get away  

from the pain and hurt and gossip  

enough that you couldn't stay 

you left you family grieving

over unsolved troubles you made worse

and about all of the deceiving the lies, only got you halfway  

and now you must go the rest

with you past lover as a runaway  

when you get back, ending the sorrow

there will be much consequence  

but yet maybe a brighter tomorrow

come back my runaway  

I miss you now your gone  

come back and here you must stay  

just come back home to be loved  

no more need to run  

you can make a future here too  

when you've been retrieved  

miss and missing spelt so alike  

but they couldn't be more different because when your not here  

I have no delight  

your empty room reminds me of your missing presence  

and the vacant space beside me  

people apologize for what I've lost although i despise all of the pity  

we can't redraw the lines you've crossed  

but we can build something new of you we're just here 

so return home  

and don't disappear  

maybe it was him maybe it was you  

but either way  

the final choice was made by two  

you drew the plans  

and formed a plot  

and all that you've lost cannot be re-bought  

it will be different when you return  

but I know you will  

because you and I both yearn  

for a place to call home  

and not just rest our heads  

but to be surrounded by values rather than possessions instead  

but your back I don't know how  

but I don't care  

because your home now  

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so?comments, anything? I'm also sorry for any mistakes, I'm updating from an iPod >_<