I Didn't Listen|| Hardin Scott

Chapter 7

Drinking, swearing, mention of rape and suicidal mentions

Hardin's Pov

I walk up to where the girl is sitting.

"You know it's not safe to be out here right?" I say to her

"Why do you care? You made me tell Tessa what I said about her."She fires back at me.

"First of all I dont care, Second your the one who said it, look just come back to the house. There's to many drunk people out here" I say standing up, offering my hand to help her up.

"Thanks" she's whispers taking my hand. Once she's standing she lets go of my hand, it's takes everything in me not to grab it again.

"So, you don't drink?" I break the silence

"I do, just not regularly"she sniffiles.

"Do you?" she questions me.

"No" I state.

"Oh. Why not?" she asks another question.

"My father was the same as yours" I say not realising that I haven't told anyone that before.

"Im so sorry" she slips out.

"Dont be" I whisper.

The rest of the walk back to the house is in silence.

Y/n's Pov

When we get back to the house I ask Hardin "Do you know where any alcohol is?" "Theres alcohol everywhere in this house Y/n" He laughs "Right" I laugh with him.

"Imma go find the group wanna come?" Hardin asks me.

"Sure, as long as I get some alcohol" I say with a smile on my face.

"Dont worry we'll find you some" Hardin said smirking. "Look who I got back" Hardin says clapping his hands and smirking.

I go and sit where I was sitting before. Hardin walks up to me with a bottle of vodka in his hand. "Like I promised" He says handing me the bottle. "Thanks" I say taking the bottle off him and taking a swing.

"What?" I say when u realize everyone is looking at me.

"So how you gonna ruin that Tessa girl?" Jace asks me.

"I mean I know a way."'I say smirking. Whats gotten into me.

"I could pay someone to do something." I say without thinking.

"You got money for that?" Zed asks me.

I open up my hang bag and pull out a ward of cash. "Yeah I think so" I tell them.

"Oh shit" Jace laughed.

"How did you make that?"Hardin question.

"Oh you know, on the pole, durged a few people and maxed out there cards."

"Im joking, I didn't drugged anyone." I laugh.

"You know we could install a po-" Jace said but I interrupt him mid sentence. "No. No fucking way am I getting back on a pole. I still have the clothes though" I laugh.

"Your definitely showing me these clothes" Mollys says while clapping.

"Count me in" Jace says.

"Me too" Zed yells.

"Me three" Hardin yells raising his hand.

"I'll show like Molly and someone else" I say pointing to Molly. We all share a laugh and keep drinking.

As we go on drinking and the crowd dies down until there's only about 20 people in the house. Molly went off with some blonde boy, Zed went back to campus and Jace disappeared with two brunette girls, leaving me with a bottle of nearly empty vodka and Hardin.

"Y/n?" Hardin asks me.

"Mhm?" I reply back.

"I think you've had enough" He tells me standing up.

"Your not my mom" I slur, laughing at him.

Hardin's Pov

Im left in a room with a girl who is pissed ass drunk, telling me I'm not her mom.

"You wanna play truth or dare, but without the dare?" She asks me.

"So truth?" I asks back.

"Yeah" She giggles

"Sure I guess" I chuckle.

"I'll go first. What happened to your arm?" I ask the girl.

"Oh umm, when I was 14 my mom found out about me being on the pole. So she kicked me out, I was still stripping after she kicked me out so I could support myself and this man found me when I was on the street, it was around midnight when it happened. He umm he grabbed me and put me in his car and that's when he raped me for the first time. After that he tied me up and took me to a hotel room, that's were he kept me for a while, he kept me for two months rapping me the entire time I was there. I got pregnant, but aborted the child. One day, he had the tv playing in the hotel room, that's when the news came on saying that I was missing, I lied about my age and name so he was furious we he found out I was 14 and that my name wasn't Candice. But to get to the point it happened in a car crash. He was doing 90 in a 50. A piece of glass went in my arm. A person called the cops and that shit, him and I was rushed to hospital. That's when my mother brought me back into her care, so it wouldn't happen again. I found out that he did the same things to other women what he did to me. He didnt take my virginity by the way. I had already had sex. Oh and did I mention he's still alive but he's on death row, after that I got suicidal and tried to kill my self one to many times. The last attempt was here. Memorial park. I felt like no one wanted me in the world anymore. Pretty much a lot of people know, but if they don't please don't tell them, I'm begging you" she explained to me, the girl looked at her hands in her lap, tears spilling out of her eyes. I didn't what else to do but go up to her and comfort her by hugging her.

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Hey guys I just want to make this clear I am not joking about rape or anything like this and if you have had that happen to you I am so sorry that you had to go through that. I hope that your okay if that has happened to you. If it's happening you need to speak up about it please. And if you have suicidal thoughts call the hotline thank you and I'm sorry.
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