Love triangle 🔽

Letter

Tears rolled down his eyes as he turned away saying goodbye to the new couple, he ran straight to his home. Good thing his parents were abroad for a business tour.
He slammed the door and threw himself on the couch.
Crying turned to sobbing within a while and he went upstairs to his room.

Polaroids of you and him on the walls, chimmy his stuff toy, that you gifted him on his birthday,
Hot stream of tears came rolling down his eyes when he looked at them.
Then his glance fell on his diary, lying on the side table. He used to think it was kinda girlish of him to write a diary but he did anyways and he loved it. Writing about his life made him feel better.
He held it gently, layed down in the bed and started flicking through the pages of the purple book.
He came across many memories written by him and a smile formed on his face.
He has been writing many things, not only his memories but also his goals, and the most interesting of all--letters to important people in his life, letters that he never sent..
He didn't waste any time, took  his pen and started writing his feelings out..

~~~~~~Letter to Y/N~~~~~~~~

Dear Y /N, do u remember when I first met you in 3rd grade ? You were new in the school and you never talked to anyone. I could still remember that day like it was yesterday when you sat next to me, in the first class.
Everyone used to bully me that time because of how small I was until you came. You stood up for me all the time when Namjoon used to tease me, when J hope made fun of me by saying Lachimolala..and all the other time. Even though you are shy and fragile but still you are there for me and it is enough for me to cope up with my misery.
You are a safe place. You don't even realize you made my life colourful and bright. But I guess it was too bright cz my fondness towards you kept on increasing no matter how hard I tried to forget it. Sometimes I wished I could get lost with you.. Somewhere we could live happily.. Just you and me..
I imagine us lying beneath a Blossom tree. It's sunny, gentle breeze making your hair swirl, your head resting on my arm while my hands caress your soft hair.. And the zephyr continues its beautiful game..
Or I imagine us on a rainy summer night, just dancing.. when everyone's asleep.. Just you and me in the streets..  playing and dancing.. Your curly wet hair all over your forehead which makes you look like an angel.. A wild angel.. As you run up to me and jumps to cross your legs around me, while I wrap my arms around  you kissing your neck.. Jaw..cheeks then lips..
Just imagining these scenarios make my heart skip a beat.. But I can just imagine it or I shouldn't at all cz I'd be betraying V..
I tell you everything Y /N but there's one thing I was holding back.. Well actually two things.. First is that I really love you and secondly my dad wanted me to join his company in New York within a few days  .. I just don't even wanna feel the Fear of telling you this.. So I turned against his will.. But I guess I was wrong. I should have left.And afterall  we only have 2 months together as we'll be in different colleges after that..
I don't know with what face I'll tell you this news but I will surely..
I know I'll miss you.. But its better for me to go cz I can't not pretend to love you.
I cannot wish for you to be mine.. But I know I'll love you forever even if you don't love me back..
So.. After a week I'll be in New York.. sounds exciting but frustrating at the same time cz you wouldn't be there with me..
I know you'll be mad at me after hearing it.. But Never forget me Y/N.. I'll love you always..

Your Little Mochi<3..

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