Love triangle 🔽

Feeling Of Home

"Oh my God Jimin!!! Look at you!!
Are you Okayyyy?? "
You stood up and came closer to him placing your hand in his forehead then his puffy cheeks.

"U have a fever Jimmy!! Why'd you even come to the school?? We're going home right fuckin now!!"
You grabbed his hand tightly and walked out of the cafe. And he couldn't resist.

..

You sat beside him as he laid down on his bed.
"So what is it?" you asked applying ice on his burning forehead.
"It's.. I mean I.. I wanted to tell u but I.. I'm sorry " he hesitated.

"Tell me about it Chim"
You held his hand gently, coming closer to him.

"Don't hate me Y /N.. So last week my dad offered me to settle in New York and join his company within a few days "

"Which you won't"
You cut him off with a possessive tone.

"I denied at--"
he stopped as he saw the fear in your eyes changing into joy.
He looked at your cute little happy face for a while, as if for the last time.. Just to take in all the feeling that he used to get by looking at your pretty face.
He gave a painful smile.

"At first.. I denied at first.. But then I realized I don't have anyone here with me."
"Never say that Jimin!!!" you shouted putting your finger on his lips.
"You have me Chim" You said with a frustrating tone as your eyes were starting to get teary.

"Ik Y/N but I'm talking about my family.. They're all in New York and I'm missing them"
He literally lied.. he knew he didn't miss them. His parents were a mess. Never loved him, never loved each other, just rich but nobody knew the fights both the working couple had gone through at their worst. Jimin was well aware about it, he used to get calls around 3 am from his mom that she's leaving his father. It has become a habit for him now. Convince his mom and go to sleep. Now him going there just to witnesss this scene in a more dramatic way on the daily basis would be a disaster but he made up his mind.. To leave Seoul and all his dreamy, childish memories behind. And forget them as if it was long beautifully dream. He had an aim in mind which was to stop developing feelings for you, so whatever he was doing was best for him.

His already swollen eyes got teary as well when he saw your hand left his.
You held back your tears,got up from his bed and left.
You fuckin left.

.........

Y/N pov

I felt the blood in my veins rise when I heard his excuse. I know it very well how he hates his family and now him missing them is completely out of the blue. I know all his problems so why can't he just be honest with me? What's holding him back.?
I was mad.. Like really mad.. I couldn't accept the fact that he would be leaving without any valid reason. Well if he had given a valid reason, I'd be mad too.. Cz I love him. (as a best friend or something else idk). I can't imagine my day without him.  My heart with the flood of emotions couldn't take it any longer. So I got up and left.

I knew I'd regret it but I couldn't stay sane at the moment. So many emotions in my heart were fighting and got neutralized leading to make  my external behaviour subtle which was wierd.

So Yeah That's what I did. I got up and left his vulnerable self waiting for him to stop me but unfortunately he didn't.. At first I could not believe it.. I was damn sure he'd stop me.. he'll grab my hand, pull me closer and wrap his arms around me, I'll feel his comfortable warmth for the last time. and that feeling of home
and ill tell him how much I'd miss him. But my imagination never turns into reality.