Who Are You?

Chapter 9

( Jason momoa as Killian Moon )

*Updated*

Recap: " Cerulean is in love with you Lyre"

I blink in confusion and start to laugh. " You're joking right? Kale is not in love with me."

He steps closer to me and grabs my hand " Kitten, I wouldn't lie to you."

My chest starts tighten as I recall all the times he snuck into my room to cuddle, when he rubbed my leg when we sat next to each other. When he would stand in front of me so people would stop looking at me, how he lightly kissed my head all the time. I felt dizzy, sick. I sat down on the bed and held my head in my hands.

" He really loves me?" I mumbled to myself. Killian sat next to me and rubbed my back

" Do you feel okay?" I scoff " I just found out my best friend was in love with me for four years. I'm doing fucking great. How are you? Alright back to you Karen." I stood up and slammed the door open.

" KALE YOU SON OF A BITCH."

A crashing sound came from the kitchen as a whisper was heard " How does he always know when I'm in the kitchen?"

a snicker came right after " It's not like you're quiet kale"

I glared at him as soon I rounded the corner. " WHY DIDNT YOU EVER TELL ME YOU WERE IN LOVE WITH ME YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE"

He paled and cleared his throat " How do you ever tell a short tempered person you're in love with them?"

I threw a pan at him going to step closer, but i was pulled into a chest and my mouth was covered.

" Lyre, you need to calm down before you do something you regret." Rae said into my ear. I teared up as i looked at my so called best friend.

I removed Rae's hand " All i wanted was for you to tell me. You always talked to Madi about your problems but you never sat down with me to talk about them. I'm not mad that you love me kale, I'm mad because you hid it for so long. That shit destroys friendships and relationships. I wouldn't live with myself if i lost you. FUCK I WOULD OF TRIED FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU CERULEAN. BUT FUCK YOU. " I stormed out of the kitchen and out the door.

Spotting a big tree by itself i walked over to it and sat down. I sighed and rubbed the grass with my hands, shivering because of the cold air. I just didn't understand. It's not fair. I wiped my eyes harshly trying to get the stupid tears to stop falling. Did he not trust me? Frowning as i hear the door shut and someone sat down next to me.

" Kale is really upset babe. He locked himself in his room. " Madi whispered softly. My heart stuttered as more tears fell.

" This is the first fight we've ever had. I don't want to lose my best friend Madi." I cry softly

" You won't, kale loves and respects you to much to just leave. You would have to kill him if you wanted him to leave." Rae said.

" I wouldn't ever kill him let alone hurt him, I don't want him to leave me. Ever. "I sobbed.

I heard a sigh " Do you love kale Lyre?" I frown as look at Madi

" Of course I do, why wouldn't I?"

She smiles softly " I meant in love baby."

I blink in shock as I swallowed harshly " I ..I .. you ..him..huh?" Rae gently wipes the tears off of my face " I think you are, if you weren't you wouldn't be this upset, and maybe even a little weirded out. " I frown as i try to clear my head.

" We'll give you some space." Madi said while dragging Rae back in by the arm. I rubbed my face. Me love Kale? I whined in confusion because my chest hurt so bad. I didn't know what to do.

" Kid?" My head snapped up as green bean stood in front of me.

" Are you alright?" He asked softly. I started crying again " I don't know. I just found out that Kale was in love with me and then they asked if I was in love with him and now im just confused because i always want to touch him and hug him but i also feel the same with kill. I just don't know what to do."

He sat down next to me and sighed " You know, Killian and Cerulean were always really close, sometimes i would check on them to only find them cuddling each other in their sleep. It was cute honestly. They always shared things growing up, food, clothes, shoes, you name it. But my point is, maybe you should spend time with each of them before jumping into something you don't want too."

I frowned " They don't seem that close" He chuckled " yeah because of their mom. She would always try to separate them. Eventually they wouldn't talk to each other in front of her, but behind closed doors? That's a whole different world. They'll always share each other. Do you understand?"

I groaned " Not really but now i just want to see them cuddle, see who's the bigger spoon. I'm going to talk to Kale. Thank you green bean!" I shouted as i walked back into the house. Seeing Rae and Madi in the kitchen i walked over

" Do you know if kale is still locked in his room?" Rae smiled as Madi answered

" He is, but be careful." I frowned Kale wouldn't hurt me. I left and went to his room, i knocked and opened the door. "Kale, Im sorry can we talk?" I freeze as i see Kilian caressing my best friends cheek "uhh i can come back later." They both look at each other and smile as they look back. My heart stopped as they walked closer to me.

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