𝐹𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑆𝑡𝑎𝑟 | JINSOO | DRAMA

33. Get it right

Jisoo eat something.- Unnie says knocking at my door. 

I slightly push away the curtain of my room just to see it is already noon. 

After Jin's confession yesterday. I don't know what to do and what to say. I can't get out of this room of the fear that maybe Lisa will also demand an answer from me. An answer that I don't know if it is right or wrong. 

Jisoo say something. I am holding your food. 

I look at the locked door contemplating if I should actually. 

Unnie..but Lisa. 

She has gone home for today. She said that maybe her staying here would be uncomfortable for you. 

No...

Well, ultimately she said you could use some space but she said that you should eat properly. 

She smiles to herself. 

What about Jin? Did he say anything? 

He texted me saying he didn't know you were a coward. That you will even miss your shift for his confession. He mocked you well. Now open the door I believe I have answered all of your questions. 

I get up from my bed and proceed to open the door. 

Finally. Little missy you just cannot lock your door and stop eating just for a confession. 

I look at her guilty. 

Remember your diet. The shooting will start and your strict diet is being monitored by the CEO as well. 

I look at the tray she is holding. 

I thought I was only eating food what's with the scripts? 

You need to keep practicing. 

Hmm, you are right. I can't let him take all of my attention. 

About that, what are you thinking? 

Nothing clear. My mind is cluttered. 

Tell me about it. 

I have known my manager for so many years now. And she has always been this straightforward but these days she has become brave too. 

Whatever I will say one way or another, one of us is going to get hurt. 

So you are worried about getting him hurt or yourself? 

Both. Honestly, I don't even know if I like him the way he does. I thought about it all night and up to this moment. Now that I think of it, he has always been helping me by some means or another. He never once hated me, he even tried to protect me when he didn't even knew me. Lisa told me that the day I thought Jin said stuff about me in the kitchen without even knowing how I really was, actually he was trying to make me leave the kitchen. All of the workers were talking behind my back. Even when he got to know me he didn't know who I actually was but still started to like me without even knowing my background. He has never been a bad person but I judged him time-and-time-again. I felt animosity towards him without knowing him. All the reason I was mad at him turns out I was the one doing that all along not him. 

Think about it why did you actually hated him? 

I hated him for the upfront character of his, that judges people without knowing them and the control he had over-

You.

I look at Unnie unable to deny her words. 

In this world if anyone could ever control you that's Kim Seokjin. He is the only one who can drive you mad and calm you down. The only one that makes sense to you. The only place you feel safe is around him. Are these words true or not? Am I wrong, are these just my imagination or that is what stopping you? The fear of being controlled by him? The fear of falling in Love? 

I look down. 

You are guilty. And you are lying to yourself. Now that I am saying the truth you can't meet your eyes with me. 

What do you want to hear? You want to know the truth? Okay- Yes, yes I am guilty and angry about my feelings. 

So what happened to the Jisoo I know? Why are you bottling these things up? The girl I know stopped doing that years ago. What this Jisoo does, is speak her mind. 

I-

No, you don't need to tell me. Tell him what you are thinking. Face to face. Whatever you are feeling. Go to him, tell him and face the consequences. 

I am unsure about her words. But sitting in one place is not making anything right. 

You are right- 

Eat something, prepare yourself. I hope whatever you say you will not regret it. 

Jin's Pov:  

Is the food done Kook? 

Yes, Hyung. 

So what else is there? 

Hyung. It's lunchtime for us the others will take it from here. 

Oh no, let's just do it. 

You are trying to work too much today. Hyung it looks like you are trying to hide from something. 

What are you trying to say? 

Well, things are good between you and Jisoo Noona. Then who are you hiding from? 

No-one. 

As if. By the way, staff are talking about that the past rumor's maybe are true. 

What rumor? 

The rumor of you and Jisoo Noona dating. 

What? Why suddenly? 

Oh, the way you two grow closer all of a sudden that's why. 

Well, I think more of it has to do with the Director and Producer of the movie. 

Oh right because you were so unapproachable for few days and always kept going to Noona's house after your work. I forgot to ask you-

How do you know I went to her house? I don't remember telling you. 

I- I

What are you up to Jungkook? 

Ah. Hyung- 

Are you gonna tell me straight or should I beat you-

Lisa told me. 

Oh...wait- Lisa? 

Mhm. 

You guys have each other's phone numbers? 

Jungkook Pov: 

Shit, what should I do now? 

Umm no we met in the library the other day. 

Oh. That little- 

So back to the topic. Movie? All of a sudden? Everyone wanted to ask you but you know how much they find you scary. 

And you don't? 

Hahaha - worried smile 

Looks like I need to cut this big nose of yours. Let's go and get lunch. 

Jin's Pov: 

Ring* 

As I look at my phone I see a message popping up.

Jisoo: Can you meet me on the roof of the staff headquarters?  

Kook, you go and have lunch. I have to go somewhere else. 

Where? Is something wrong Hyung? You look really tensed. 

Lets talk later.