Shattered Soul //obx

you are a fuckboy

As they both had their drink they headed outside. JJ wasn't happy about the fact he was at a Kook party but he forgot about that part as he anyways just spend time with Lucia. "So who was that chick from earlier?" Lucia asked. The boy knew that she would come to the topic sooner or later and to both of their favour they already had a drink. The girl looked straight at him but he looked somewhere else. "I had a thing with her once. At a party at the boneyard. You know there where everybody kinda forgets from which side you are from." He explained taking a short glance at the girl sitting next to him. She looked so beautiful and he felt bad talking about another girl right now. "Would you define 'a thing' for me?" Lucia asked taking another sip from her second drink.

"Are you sure you wanna talk about that?" JJ responded. Lucia nodded. There was this feeling that on the one side she didn't want to know who JJ was with other girls but on the other side she felt the urge to know what was between them. "Just remember you asked." The boy started "we fucked. Just spent this one night together. Nothing more" it was almost like he reassured her that it meant nothing him. "The things she said" Lucia said, she somehow couldn't forget the girls words. She wanted to finish her sentence but JJ cut her of  "Lu drop it c'mon. It doesn't matter what she said. I understand that it wasn't the best moment in your life to needed to face but just forget it okay?" he raised his voice a little.

"You want me to forget what she said because ... because it's true?" Lucia said standing up. "No Lu it's not!" he said also jumping up. Lucia flinched and took a step back. She wasn't afraid of the guy she was just not expecting this sudden movement. His expressions softened a little feeling back for startling her. "Then why should I just drop it?" "I don't want you to get that image of me" "What image? Like the things everyone is saying about you anyway?"

"What are they saying about me?" the boy asked almost being afraid of what she might know. "Pretty much that you are a fuckboy" as soon as this word left her lips his head snapped up and their eyes met. "I'm sorry." She qucikly added not knowing how he would react. She kept talking "but just because other's say that it doesn't mean that I believe that-"

"And what if it's true? What if what the others tell you about me might be true?" JJ asked. He cared so much about what she thinks of him. He was matter of factly afraid that she would turn away from him. "I don't care. You're always so kind to me after all I did to you. You still haven't changed your behaviour. So if they say you're a - and if whatever they might say is true I wouldn't care JJ. I got to know you in the past weeks and you've proofed every rumour wrong." The girl said not once breaking the eye contact. "I'm sorry that I asked" Lucia added and turned around to go fill her cup again.

She left JJ alone he was still standing in the same spot where the girl left him alone. "JJ? What are you doing here? Why didn't you answer any of our messages?" A familiar voice caught his attention. "John B? And Sarah Cameron? Bro what are YOU doing here?" The blonde asked confused. "I asked first" John B insisted. "Lucia invited me. It's her house so. We actually wanted to ask you guys to come as well but you where somewhere over the rainbow." JJ explained "so where were you?" John B scratched the back of his neck and said "I was with Sarah. I'll explain later." "That better be a good explanation. You know you need to tell Kie" JJ said. He actually didn't really care that he was with the Kook Princess but both of the boys knew that Kie and Sarah had some history.