Poems

Describe

I'm not perfect for you

You only see my defects

And in your eyes I'm nothing.

I'm not smart

I'm not intelligent

I'm nothing to you.

But that's what happens when you ask

I really tried you know

I tried to be a better daughter you know.

But in the end, it doesn't matter

It's so sad that you see me just as a failure

And then you ask why I don't love myself.

Sometimes I need confidence from somebody else

Sometimes I need confirmation that maybe I am more

But then you pull me so down that I stopped believing in myself.

I always wanted for you to tell me I am more

And you never not once you told me

So I started fighting t with you.

Until I got so tired to respond

So I keep quiet

I only keep quiet.

And I cried in silence

I stopped asking for her to push me

I stopped needing something for you.

I know I'm never getting them

I know I won't hear them anyways

You only describe me .

- Vanessa