Don't Blame Me

7

Louis-Saturday 
 
HOLY SHIT what are we even doing here?
Is this real?
It feels too good to be real
 
“Lou”
“hmm”
“i like this”
“less talking” I kissed her again
“No...” she pulled away
I pouted “rude”
“well you can´t just kiss me without talking about it” she shook her head but in a friendly way not in a ´how could you not know this´way
“Good I want to take you on a Date”
“No”
“Amy” I sighted “I´m not saying this because I kissed you and I liked it I wanted to before all this even happened. Before we lost”
“Oh I wasn´t thinking that. I just wanted to take YOU out” she shrug her shoulders “Stop looking at me like a train”
“wha what?” I closed my mouth and blinked. I knew what she was talking about with the train my mouth was wide open and so were my eyes “sorry sorry. Still don´t get it tho”
She laughed “You´ve done so so so much this past week so now is my time to shine. I will take you on a Date”
“alright alright. Buuuuuuut”
“but?”
“you have to kiss me first” I leaned back in and kissed her again.
“enought” she pulled away “more you´ll only get after the date and only if you move outta bed” she got up “expecting you downstairs in 20 minutes now shower you smell like after sports and I like your scent better” she left the room
I smiled she´s the best thing that happened to me
 
Liz
 
“shut up” he laughed
“ No I´m not even joking I tried it once but only the green stuff and never again”
“You´ve never really eaten shushi? What are you? An Alien?”
“Oh stop it there will be hundrets of things you haven´t tried” I laughed
“Ok true but now we´re getting sushi period”
“I want noodles too oh and springrolls”
“Fine fine we´ll get that too”
“Thank youuuuuu” I smiled at him
“yeah yeah thank me by actually eating the sushi”
I rolled my eyes. Not my fault I´ve never really eaten it. Which makes no sense concidering Amy loves it so much
“this is the best place you could eat it at” he parked his car
“really?” I looked at the place
“I know the outside kinda looks trash buuut the food is bomb! 10/10”
“alright you just promised a lot” I shook my head “Did you order take out?”
“yes but if you like the food we can come back anytime and even dine in”
“oh we better” I opened the car door “if I like the food this will be our first date dinner”I smiled and walked to get the food.
Why am I always the one to get the food? Well I´m not complaining tho.
“hello” I smiled at the server
“you ordered food?”
“uhm yes but I don´t know under which of our names... try Havertz?”
He shook his head
“ok then payne”
He handed me a paperbag with a lot of different container
“Thank you. Do you also have fortune cookies? Four please”
He added them to the bag too so I payed and walked out to Kai.
“How much food did you order?” I lauged gettig in the car
“thought we´d drop off some for Louis and Amy” he shrugged
I smiled
“what?” he asked
“you are too nice to be true”
He laughed and started driving towards Louis house.
 
L: Amsy Ammmm
A: wtf?
L:Dropping of food in a sec
A: I LOVE YOU
L: I know ;)
 
 
“Didn´t expect anything else after all she´s your bestie and you´re similar in many ways”
I looked at him and watched him to the handsome one hand turn.
I can´t help it it looks Good
 
I grinned and secretly connected my phone to his car
“what are you..”
He didn´t even get to finish because suddenly Runaway baby by Bruno Mars blasted out of his speakers
“oops” I screamed over the music and turned it down a bit
To my surprise Kai felt the music and danced a bit with his body
“ I need a video of this” I laughed and recorded him vibing to the song even singing to the phone at a red light.
 
Seems like he likes the song.
Noted.
 
“pleaaaase put on treasure”
And I did
Who knew he´d like these songs.
Love it.
 
“pretty Girl Pretty Pretty girl you should be smiling” he sang to me
“you’re everything I see you’re my dreams” I sang back
“I bettet be”he winked “Alright there we are” He opened the door to Louis Garage
“I’ll be back in a sec” I hopped out the car and walked to the kitchen  “Look at that sexy fucker”  I greeted Amy and she rolled her eyes
“Yall wanna stay?” I turned around to Louis walked down the stairs putting on a shirt
THE ABS HOLY SHIT
Alright I’ll calm down he’s not my man’s
“sollen wir?” I asked Amy and she nodded
“I’ll tell Kai” I smiled at Louis and saw him already near the kitchen
“What did u ask her?”
“I asked if it would be ok if we stay who knows if they had plans” I shrugged
“smartie” he winked and walked to the kitchen
“The Sweets?” I was confused and followed him
“hon he meant you” Amy laughed shaking her head “so what did you bring?”
“sushi”
“No Fooking way You got her to try it again?” She looked at Kai in shook
“Seems like it” He shrugged
“NO” Louis stopped me from eating
“What?” I had the sushi right in front of my mouth
“You have to dip it in the soy sauce”
“Seriously” Kai grinned looking at me
“I swear she’s doing this on purpose that’s how she ate it when she didn’t like it”
“shhhhh” I snapped at Amy
“Oh my” Kai took the fork out of my hand (yes I can’t eat with chopsticks) and dipped the sushi in soy sauce  “ There you go. The perfect amount for this sushi” He put the fork back into my hand  “you can eat now” he laughed at me still not moving.
“Alright fine” I put the fork in my mouth and started chewing the sushi knowing they were all watching me “hmmmm”  I pretend I wasn’t sure what to think about it even tho I knew my opinion damn well already.
“Just say it already damn”
“I’m not so sure” I still pretended
“we all know it’s a lie” Louis raised one of his eyebrows
“Alright fine its damn good now gimme more and the noodles”
“Fucking knew you’d like it” Amy seemed happy
“here” Kai gave her a pack of sushi and she happily started eating
I squeezed his arm as thank you and he smiled as reply meaning he got what I wanted to say.
We finished eating and Kai and I decided to leave the two up to whatever they wanted to do and left them.
“Sooo what do you want to do?” He asked me driving away from Louis House
“Well Honestly I’m up for almost everything as long as we do it together”
“So I’m guessing I can’t leave you alone?”
“no why? U had plans?” I asked kinda worried he had to cancel his plans
“Not really the boys just asked me if I wanted to play video games with me but that’s not important” He shrugged
“Well what if I play with yall?” I suggested
“No no I don’t think you’d be up to that” He laughed “not saying you can’t play but they’d want to test you first” He shrugged again
“Well what do you usually Play?”
“Fortnite on the Playstation”
“Ahhh makes sense yeah but you know what you should do it to hype up the mood after you guys lost today”
“Pls I literally forgot about that already” He laughed
“But I’m serious I mean now you guys will play against each other again so Please just do smt with them I mean we can always meet”
“You sure?”
“100% I promise you“ I smiles and meant it.
I mean he really should do something with his friends it would be fair. I can do something with Amy everyday well he can too but he doesn’t live with them you know so Its different and if he has the opportunity he really should do it . Besides that would leave me to what I promised someone to do.
Kai drove into the garage of the appartement complex
“Alright if you’re so sure” He stopped the car
“Kai I’m not saying that bc I don’t want to spend time with you we both know that would be a lie” I shook my head
“do we? Because sometimes I’m not so sure about that” He seemed pissed
“what’s that supposed to mean?”
“Oh please Liz we always have the best time and then you push me away again”
“I’m not pushing you away?”
“You are and it’s unfair and selfish”
“No. You know what’s unfair? I want YOU to spend time with your friends so they can see you and have a good time with you bc I know you don’t get to do that often yet you call me selfish? Screw you Kai Havertz” I opened the door
“No Liz please”
“Don’t you dare make a scene” I looked him in the eyes one last time seeing regret in them.
Then I closed the door and walked chin up to the elevator.
In there I looked at his car starting before the doors closed.
 
Who knows when I’ll see him again
I thought.
Maybe it’s for the best.
At least I got to know how he acts before I let him know how his felt about him.
Now my only hope it the feelings leaving soon.
 
 
 
 

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