For Her ( Scarlett/Reader/Florence )

- Ten -

- Scarlett POV -

Y/N and I had agreed, till we got out situation fixed, She would have custody of Natasha and I would have Luke under my care.

We would get together on the weekend so the twins could have contact with each other and Rose could see Y/N and Levi.

We had put the whole custody thing on hold and we were both focused on fixing our friendship, I had also found out that Florence, Y/N's girlfriend, was going to play Yelena Belova, my sister in the newest Marvel movie.

So I would have to spend a lot of time with her, and I hate to admit, that Florence was the sweetest girl ever, she was goofy and funny, and even if she was well aware of my situation with her girlfriend, she treated me incredibly well, and I started to like her, and I could see why Y/N had fallen for her.

Also, the therapy session wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, Dr. Harris was helping me deal with a bunch of things, from my childhood issues, to my anxiety and my lack of communication and commitment with Y/N.

" Scarlett, if you don't open up, we won't get anywhere, you need to be honest with yourself and with me "

" So I will ask again, what was your childhood like? "

I took a deep breath " it was okay, for the most part, I had a happy childhood, we lived in Manhattan and we would spend a lot of time together, we were happy, "

" Then when I was 13, my parents got divorced, and I moved in with my grandmother, and my dad started to have this rotation of women coming in and out of the house... I don't remember much of that period, all I know is that at some point during Christmas, my dad looked at my brother and told him that Monogamy wasn't natural, that if we wanted that, we would have to work hard for it"

" And you don't think it's worth fighting for? " She asked and I shook my head.

'' not really, I fight so hard every day, the work I do, I have to fight to be considered to be respected to be heard, I just... I don't have the strength to fight for love "

She wrote something down and looked at me with a kind smile.

" What about Y/N, you are here, trying to fix things with her, is she worth the fight?"

" Yes, " I replied immediately.

" Why?"

" Because she wanted me when no one else did, because she loves me for who I am, she doesn't care if I'm THE Scarlett Johansson, to her, I'm just Sky, she knows me like the back of her hand, and I know her, I know her pet peeves, I know what triggers her, I know her phobias, I love her good parts and the bad. "

Dr. Harris nodded and wrote something else down.

" You said that you engaged in sexual activities with a man, while you were with Y/N and for a long time you didn't know if the twins were Y/N's or His"

I nodded " yes"

" Do you have any contact with this man?"

I shook my head " not anymore"

" I want you to call him Scarlett, have coffee with him," she said and I frowned.

" Why?"

" Because you claim to love Y/N, to want her back, but you were willed to be with another man when you had her, so, before we go forward with this... You need to figure out how you feel"

" You want me to go out with Colin? "

" Yes, and then I want you to email, how you felt before, meanwhile, and after the date, "

" I don't see the point in this... " I replied and she nodded.

" Just trust me on it, "

I nodded " okay Doctor "