For Her ( Scarlett/Reader/Florence )

- Sixteen -

- Your POV -

Florence had gone to sleep, I however couldn't, so I got up and I went to the music studio, I sat down by the piano and started to play whatever came to mind.

I was still thinking about what Florence had said, and she knew me so well, that she made it all seem so easy. Loving me... Seemed easy for her, which never was to Scarlett.

" You know me, the future and the old me, you really really love me, and that's the kind of thing I always hope I find."

"She made me think I was hard to love, till you made it seem so easy, you said that you would rather fight than spend a peaceful night with somebody else. "

" You know all the mazes in my mind, all I know is you, you healed me when I was broken, you saved me and you know it... You make it seem so easy... "

But I couldn't help thinking about how much Florence wasn't aware of how I felt.

" I'm ready to forgive her but forgetting her is a harder fight, and little do you know, I need a little more time... "

" Just wai... I will love you like I never felt this pain, I promise you I will never be afraid.."

" Cause little do you know, I know you are still hurting when you sound asleep, but her mistakes are still drowning me... "

" So... Just wait, I love you like I never felt the pain, like I've never been afraid... I promise you you don't have to be afraid, I'm here and my love is here to stay, so lay your head on me... cause little do you know, I will love you till the sun dies..."

And just as I tried to convince myself that I was ready to really settle down with Florence, Scarlett came to mind, and with her a whole new song.

Everything started to come back, how I felt with her, how I had planned a life with her, and even if I wanted to convince myself that I wanted Florence, deep brown I knew that there was no escape from loving Scarlett.

" I gotta convince myself I don't want you, even tho I know I do, I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to, when I'm lying close to someone one else, you are stuck in my head... If I could do it all again... Deep down I would go back to you... "

" Everyone knows we have unfinished business, and you can break my heart in two, but when it heals it beats for you... If I could do it all again, I know I'd go back to you... I know I said I wasn't sure, but I'd go back to you... I won't lie, I'd go back to you"

" Perhaps it's my thoughts running loose... But I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to, I can't get you out of my head... I'd go back to you... "

I stopped playing and I wrote down everything I had sang, but a mistake had been made... I wasn't aware that Florence had heard that entire song.