April 20th

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It's been little over a month and shit is just getting worse Oliva is getting worse  grades in school, I can't get anyone to call me back, and while I've been at home I've been keeping out check book balanced and paying our bills. Nicky claims to be pulling double overtime buy I'm not seeing any extra money, could she be cheating on me because I'm a failure as a man, am I not good enough anymore? I'm tring my hardest to be a father, husband, and man but apparently that's not good enough. Maybe I should take my life so Nicky can cash my life insurance. NO I gotta be here at least for Oliva she still deserves her father. I don't know how to think anymore with this black cloud over my head getting bigger and darker. But for now the right thing to do is continue to try for Olivia.

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