Lizzie saws the tears in my eyes and knew what happened when Josh touched me, we paid the bill and left the pub as quick as possibly, leaving the guys confused, Lizzie comforted me until we got home
When we got home, I grabbed a pillow and sat on the sofa and cried my eyes out
Lizzie knew not to confront me, so she did what she always did which was comfort me which I definitely needed
After the incident I had a hard time trusting men, maybe that's why I never gave a chance to any of the guys I did find interesting when I was dating
My hands started to shake, and my palms began to sweat, my breathing started to quicken, I could hear my screams ringing in my ears, my chest began to hurt, I haven't had a panic attack in so long it was weird to feel like this again
Liz: Breath for me Y/N, breath, follow my breathing okay, in and out, in and out okay, focus on me
Y/N: I left Ally with a man; I need to go get her
Liz: No, you won't, I trust Chris, he wouldn't do anything to hurt her
Y/N: But I only just met him a couple days ago, he's a stranger I can't leave my daughter with someone I don't trust
Liz: Hey, you trust me, right?
Y/N: Yeah
Liz: Then trust me that she is going to be okay
Y/N: Okay, but can I check up on her please?
Liz: How about you sit down relax and calm yourself whilst I go check on her alright?
Y/N: Okay
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Fanfiction• Y/N Y/L/N • You are a successful screenwriter • You have a daughter who is 4, you love her to pieces even though she was a result of rape • Your daughter's name is Allyssa (Ally for short) • You lived in LA, but decided to move to Sudbury, Boston...