My brother comes first!

Helping out with all i can

Kathleen's POV:
"What do you mean they found some thing? What did they find?" I raised my voice as a tear shed down my mamma's face.
"They found a tumour...in his stomach and one fairly close to his h-heart" my mom choked and she went into full out crying.

I was about to fall back when I was caught in strong arms. I turned my head to see Cameron with a worried look on his face, along with the rest of the guys. I turned around and nuzzled my face into his chest and started crying. He rubbed my back for comfort and ran his fingers through my hair. We stood like that for about 10 minutes.
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Cameron's POV:
Kathleen was running really fast to get to her mom and about the time we caught up her mom was bawling and Kathleen was falling over. I ran over to her to catch her and she fell into my chest crying. She felt weak...if I let her go she might fall.
I brought her over and sat in a chair as she climbed into my lap.
"It's okay...it's okay just breath" I whispered into her ear.
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Kathleen's POV:
He right I have to breath. I need to calm down.

I saw the doctor come out of my brothers room and I shot up from where I was on Cam's lap. I just about stumbled but grabbed the wall for balance.
"Are you the sister?" The doctor asked calmly.
"Yes, yes that's me" I cough
"Well...your brother is in serious condition" he sighed looking at his clip board.
"No shit...what re you going to do to help him?" I asked annoyed and worried.
"At this stage...we don't know how much we can do...but we will medicate him and let him decide if he wants to stay here or go home." The doctor put the clip board under his arm.
"What kind of crappy doctor are you if you're not gonna do any thing to help?" I shouted.
"Calm down Kathleen he's only helping" Nash came and softly grabbed my wrist.
"No I will not calm down...I'm gonna ask again what are you going to do to help?" I asked harshly, glaring at him.
"There isn't much we can do" the doctor shook his head and looked at the clip board again.
I swatted it out of his hands with all force and it clattered against the tiled floor.
"I don't care" I shouted angrily.
"Okay Kathleen calm down" Jack.G grabs me from behind and drags me down the hall.
I started screaming and kicking with all my might but he wouldn't budge.
We got out side and the cool air flushed upon my heated body.
Screaming even louder he put me down and I turned to face him. I stared swatting, hitting and punching his chest but it had no force or damage since at this moment...I was weak.
I started crying my eyes out and screaming became quieter.
"Why? Why? Why? Why?" My hitting became slower and he pulled my into his chest and my breathing became slower, I started to calm down a bit.

"It's not gonna be easy" Jack whispered
"But we'll help you through this" Shawn finished
"I love you guys" I choked out
I waved my hand and they all came into a big group hug.

//half and you're later\\
We were still out side. Sun set just coming on. I was sitting on the top of the picnic table staring into the distance while the guys sat on the bench seats around me.
No sound. No thoughts. Nothing.
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Nash's POV:
She was kicking and screaming with all her might but Jack didn't put her down till we were out side. She was broke, and all this time I thought she was reckless, nothing could hurt her but this...this is permanent damage.
She's just staring off into the sun set, every things quiet.

"What do you think she's thinking about?" I whisper to Aaron
"Probably trying to take it all in" he sighs
"How are we going to do this?" Cameron whispers to all of us.
"I have no...idea" I shake my head.
She let out a sigh, stood up and started walking towards the door. Jack.J quickly ran infront of her and stopped her.
"Where are you going?" He narrowed his eye brows at her.
"I need to see him" she said flatly trying to push passed him.

"only if i can come with you" Jack.J demanded.

he took her hand in his and dissapeared into the hospital.

kathleen's POV:

jack squeezed my hand ever so slightly as we walked down the hall ways of the hospital. my mother was no where to be seen as we came closer to his room. i pushed open the door slowly to reveal my brothers frial little body conected to tubes and macheinery. the beepng of his heart rate was the only noise in the room other than my shaky breathing as i walked closer and closer to him with every step i took.

i pulled up a chair next to him and took his hand in mine.

"Tanner?" i whispered quickly as i squeezed Jack.j's hand once more.

tanners body moved around until his eyes slowly fluttered open.

"Kathleen?" he whispred back trying to sit up with an outcome of wincing in pain. he rubbed his eyes and looked at my face almost as inspecting every inch of it.

"i love you" my voice cracked.

"i wanna go home" he hung his head low.

"i know bud, we'll get you home" i rubed circles on the top of his hand with my thumb.

(at home)

"do you want any thing to eat?" i poked my head through tanners bedroom door.

"no thanks im good" he murmered from under the covers.

i walked back into the living room to find my mom slaeep on the couch as i left her half anhour ago. i was the only one in my family holding the greive inside. i was now officially the parent of the house. my mom spent her hours on anti-depressions and my brother spent his time sleeping or watching tv in the living room due to his weakness.

i heard a knock on the door and rushed to open it. standing there was Meg. she pulled me in for a long tight hug and let out a sigh.

"im so sorry Kathleen" she looked down at her feet as she shook her head.
"No no don't say sorry I don't want pity" I shake my head vigorously and let her in. I sniffle back my tears and shake myself out of the weakness. I must be strong for every one.
"Kathleen?!" My mom calls from the living room. I rush into the living room and crouch by her side.
"Yes...yes mom?" I say looking at her and whispering.
"Can...can you go check on your brother?" She manages to get out as she rubs her eyes.
"Yes of coarse" I nod standing up and jogging towards the kitchen.
"Here" Meg smiles sympathetically while handing me the two neon orange pills my brother has to take and a cup of red power-aid. I smile and nod then rush down the hall.

I slowly open the door to see my brothers pale, weak body laying down on the bed.
"Tan?" I whisper. His head slowly turns towards me and he sends me a smile. I walk over to him and hand him the pills. He shakily places them in his mouth and swallows the glass of red liquid. His face drops instantly and he starts to worry.
"Bucket" he chokes out.
"Bucket" he repeats breathing heavily. I grab the bucket beside his desk as fast as I could then placed it on his lap just in time for him to start emptying the contents of his stomach.

I back out of the room trying to grasp onto the wall for support. As soon as I hit wall in the hall way I slide down the wall and bring my legs up to my chest and burry my face in terror. How could this happen? Why?

I saw Megs tall figure at the end of the hall way, standing there with a look of worry flashed over her. Her steps were slow and hesitant as she approached me.
"Your mom is asleep again and the guys called...they wanna know if there is any thing they can do to help?" She rubbed my back as she slid down the wall beside me.
"Unless they can get this to disappear then whatever they want" I breath shakily.
Meg rests her head on my shoulder as she wraps her arms around me.
"It will all be okay" she whispers.
"I sure hope so" I close my eyes and rest my head against the wall.