am i in love?
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hyunjin's pov
i was watching some channels in the television because i'm so fucking bored right now. felix and me getting distance day by day.
it's been a week, and we don't even talk to each other. he always go out with seungmin. i don't even know. after the kiss incident, we just became like strangers in the same house.
i wanted to start the talk, but i felt scared too.
...
..
.
i heard some footsteps behind me and looked back. it's felix, of course. he wants to go out again, maybe.
i decided to just broke our awkwardness.
"seungmin?" i asked him and he looked at me. "yeah." he answered.
god his lips. i just want to kiss it right now. oh i wish.
he walked but i gripped his wrist hardly. and that hold made his face got close with my face.
like the time when we kissed. really close.
we stared at each other for a minute and he broke the stare. he just wore his shoes and left me standing in front of the dorm's door.
"what the fuck, hyunjin? you got a chance and you didn't fucking use it? damn it." i said frustrated and kicked my shoes away then went inside of my room.
felix's pov
it's happening again. my ears are all red and my hands are sweating so much. and that only happened when i'm being nervous with someone.
but why would i be nervous around hyunjin? that doesn't make any sense.
"HELLOOOOO?!???" i snapped out when seungmin pinched my cheek slowly. "hey!" i screamed at him and let go of his hand from my cheek.
"what are you thinking about? and why are your hands sweating? your ears are all red too!" seungmin asked me and i can see he smirked. weird.
"what? no, i'm not." i said covering my ears and wipped my sweaty hands with my shirt. "don't lie." he said and i just rolled my eyes then asked him to sit down on a bench.
i looked around at this park. it's so calm. i wish i could come with someone who i love.
i snapped out and looked at seungmin who did his curious face. "what?" i asked. "what are you thinking about? you are smiling just now. so you can't be lying to me."
he stated and i sighed. "seungmin, can i ask you something?" i looked into his eyes. he smiled and answered. "sure. what is it?"
"um, so... how to know if we liked someone? like you felt different between them, but didn't know what's the different is."
seungmin then coughed as felix done with his question. "why??" felix asked pouting. "why did you asked this? are you--"
"no! haha no. you know, um i got other friends..? so, i asked this for them!" felix answered hoping it will save his life.
seungmin squinted his eyes to him and wanted to talk but someone called him. "wait, it's jeongin. i'll be right back." he said and went to the tree near them.
felix sighed and looked at the view while taking a deep breath.
he saw seungmin was still on his phone so he took the chance. he chatted seungmin knowing seungmin will check the message from him later.
***
me
hey
you can just drive
to campus first
