felix's pov
weird..
me and juyeon almost kissed each other literally few minutes ago. but i'm not feeling nervous at all. it's a different feeling when it's me and hyunjin.
"felix?" i heard juyeon called. i looked at him and hummed. "do you want to play or go to any places?" he asked.
i can't.
"i- i'm sorry, juyeon. i have to go now. thanks for today." i said and when i was about to walk away, he hold my hand. i looked at him and shakes my head.
"felix, you do know i like you since our first day working together right?" he confessed. but it's not the same thing as what hyunjin confessed to me.
"i.."
"if you doesn't feel the same, then why are you agreeing on going out with me?" he asked. "i told you, this wasn't a date! i can accept anyone's offer anytime. including you." i said.
"i'm not saying it's a date. but the way you acted to me today. you're like... giving me hopes and i'm obviously not hoping that. i'm still moving on."
silence.
"juyeon, i--"
"you're taken. i know, you've told me. but why aren't you telling me earlier? you made me waiting for you about months, felix."
i'm being very quiet right now.
"i admit it is my fault for not telling you that i'm someone's boyfriend. but you have to know that if i'm single right now, there's no way i'll accept you."
he then let go of my hand slowly.
he snuggled his head on my shoulder and i couldn't resist. i calmed him down by tapping his back slowly.
"juyeon..."
"it's okay. let me stay in this position for few minutes, you'll never see me anymore after this."
my eyes wided hearing that.
i pulled him out and spoke. "what do you mean never? juyeon, you're not doing anything crazy just because of me right?"
he then laughed and pushed my forehead with his finger. "you silly. i just got my new semester. so i need to continue it."
"oh..." i said and looking down. still feeling guilty.
"hey." he called.
"felix." he then placed his index finger on my chin and raised my face to look at him. "don't worry. it's none of your fault. i'm the one who should be apologize. i'm putting my hopes too high, expecting you'll accept me. you shouldn't blame yourself, lix. you can't force your feelings to like someone else. beside, you got a boyfriend."
when he said that, i couldn't help but starting to cry.
no one's pov
"i- i'm so sorry..." felix said and crying silently looking down. juyeon was hesitate at first but then he came closer to felix then giving him a hug.
he patted felix's head and shushed him softly. "it's fine.."
he said, holding his tears too.
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"jisung, i think i see felix again with that unknown guy." minho spoke and jisung quickly ran to him. "where???"
"you- there!" minho pointed when he was about to be mad at his boyfriend.
"why are they hugging..? and..."
"ARE THEY CRYING???"
"ARE THEY CRYING???"
they spoke out loud, which become more better when it's a crowded place.
