hyunjin's pov
i opened my eyes slowly and my i can feel my headache was slowly gone. i am glad and trying to got up, but i felt a hand hold into my hand.
i looked at that hand and saw felix was sleeping. he laid his head on the bed while holding my hand.
i held his face and i can feel his face burden. "why is his face so hot?" i palmed my hand again onto his cheeks and it's so hot.
"his body is getting burn.. why did he even stayed here?" i asked myself then i remembered i was the one who asked him to stay beside me.
fuck. i'm so stupid.
"felix?" i woke him up slowly. i can see he opened his eyes but he looks like he got dizzy.
"are you doing okay now?" he asked me. i am going to cry with the question. why would he even asked me when his body was the one who got burned.
"i am. now sleep in your room. you need to rest properly." i said and hooked his arm to my neck then held his waist.
i walked him into his room then laid him on his bed. he still trying to open his eyes. "it's fine, just rest. your body need it.. let me do all chores."
i said and i don't even know who controlled me. but i kissed his forehead.
i mean... it's not wrong right..? kissed someone's forehead means nothing.
i saw he nodded slowly and closed his eyes. i smiled at him softly then went outside of his room.
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i just finished washing the dishes and done with the chores. i decided to watch some movies but then i remembered felix.
i left him in his room for 3 hours, he don't even comes out. is he okay?
i became worried and opened the door, showed felix was sleeping. i came closed to him and realized his face are pale.
i tried to woke him up, but he's not answering. i touched his exposed shoulder and can feel like i touched a fire. his body was really hot, like really really hot.
"felix??" i woke him up again but this time with my worried face that i never showed to anyone except my friends.
he's not responding.
"i'm so sorry, felix. i had to do this. hope you'll trust me." i said to myself and carried him on my back like a bagpack. i held both of his legs then wrapped those on my waist.
i quickly ran to the doorway then wore my sneakers and went to the clinic that our college had prepared.
i knocked the door and someone opened it. "what happened?" she asked. i ignored her words then just ran inside to put felix on a bed.
"he told me he got fever just now. like 5 hours i guess? then he slept, i woke up first after 2 hours and can feel his body burden up. i woke him up then told him to rest properly. he obeyed. then just now, like 5 minutes before. h-he he's not opening his eyes. c-can yo-you help?"
i don't even know why did i cried. the nurse looked at me with poor eyes too. man, why would i cried? i never cried for someone who got sick before.
"okay, so i have checked his body temperature. it's 42.5. it's actually dangerous to have this kind of temparature.. did he eat?"
"he ate a bread today." i said.
"what time?" the nurse asked me again.
"umm like 12pm??" i said with a confused face. i can hear the nurse sighed.
