felix's pov
i slowly opened my eyes and my head hurts so much. i can feel my head throbbing pain. i looked around and realized this is not my room.
i slowly get up and my head became more hurts as i moved my head a bit.
until i hear someone opened the door. "felix?" i looked at the person with my blurry eyes. i blinked so many times and saw it's hyunjin.
i looked around again, i'm in hyunjin's room.
"are you doing okay?" hyunjin asked me after sitting down on a chair beside me. i scooted back a bit. "i am." i answered.
no one's pov
hyunjin hold felix's hand and brushed it with his fingers but felix pulled his hand away from hyunjin. hyunjin became more weird but just ignore it.
"do you want to eat?" hyunjin asked. felix shooked his head. "come on. you have to eat. you drank so much last night."
felix's eyes widened.
i drank.
he did remembered he drank, but he kind of forgot about what he did while he's drunk.
until he remembered the time when they played truth or dare, and that thing happened.
i need to start keeping a distance with hyunjin. i'm so embarassing of myself.
he thought and hyunjin tapped his left arm. "a spoon of porridge?" he asked softly. felix denied and trying to get off the bed slowly.
hyunjin put the porridge on the table next to the bed then helped felix to walk. "it's fine. i can do this by my own." felix said pushing hyunjin's hand slowly because of the pain he got.
hyunjin let go of felix's arm and let felix walk by his own.
not even two seconds, he almost fall down. hyunjin held him on his back. his free hand on felix's waist. felix flinched at the hold.
"may i?" hyunjin asked before putting his waist again. felix think twice, then just nodded with eyes on the floor.
"no. may i carry you?" hyunjin suddenly asked shocking the shorter. "wha-" "i'm so worried of you. that's it."
hyunjin said with a stare. felix locked his eyes with hyunjin too.
2 minutes after that, felix fake coughed caught hyunjin's attention.
hyunjin snapped and felix eyed the waist with a nod. hyunjin smiled and carried the younger like a bridal style.
he went inside of felix's room and laid him on the bed slowly. he put him under the covers. hyunjin looked at a bright light and quickly closed the curtains.
"hyunjin." felix called with a soft tone. hyunjin walks to felix and hummed. "i want to start my studying." he said.
"tomorrow." hyunjin said. felix whined. he don't even know why did he whined. "it's like a week before the exam started. please?" he begged.
hyunjin chuckled at felix's action and flicked his forehead. "ouch!" felix groaned and hitted hyunjin's arm. "did it hurts?" hyunjin asked.
felix nodded. "then, just start the studies tomorrow. your pain from the drink are still there. sleep and rest first. okay?" hyunjin sounded brushing felix's hair with his hand softly.
felix blushed at hyunjin's action and just nodded. hyunjin then smiled and go outside of felix's room leaving him alone to get some rest.
fuck it. i can't even keep a distance with him.
hyunjin's pov
i was just lounging on the couch while skatching and drawing something. suddenly, a thing came into my head. i thought about the last night incident.
did felix really asked that question to me? why?
i shooked my head.
he's drunk. he doesn't know what did he do.
but why did he ran away from me after asking the question?
this thing keep running in my head made me become more stressed out. i go inside of my room putting my drawing materials in my drawing box.
i changed my clothes and walk to the doorway.
"hyunjin?" felix called me from behind. i looked at him while tying my shoes. "yup?"
"where are you going?" he asked me while rubbing his eyes. cute.
"doing some walk. getting some fresh air." i answered and stood up on my feet.
"oh."
"why?" i asked.
"nothing. stay safe, i'm going to do some revision."
he said and went straight into his room.
i shrugged and finally stepped out from the dorm.
...
i was just doing some jog at a park that near from my campus. 30 minutes after i feel tired, i found a bench. i went to that bench and sat on it.
"that's so tiring. i need to do more exercise after this." i drank my water and looked up at the sky.
the birds, the blue sky, the clouds. they made me feel calm. and they also reminded me of felix.
why?
because his face got the whole beautiful clouds, his eyes got the whole universe in it. his pretty face. his giggles.
am i in love?
or i was just thinking he's pretty?
this thing is so confusing me.
i looked at the ground and suddenly remembered something.
when he said he's at the hospital after a man found him crying alone. suffering alone in the dark.
"he brought his son in, his son got a mole under his eye."
i don't really remember but i've once went to a hospital with my dad because he told me he needs a company.
i met that boy, but he passed out.
i couldn't really see his face because i wasn't paying attention at him that time.
or,
that boy is...
felix??
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guys i'm so sorry for my short, scrap, late, mess update.. i'm still cleaning my own house after moving out. buying the things to put in my house, everything. i'll try putting more efforts on the next chapter, i'm so sorry again <33
