"do you like felix?"
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hyunjin's pov
"wh-what?" i choked in my tea and wiped my mouth with a tissue.
"just asking, you seems like it." changbin spoke. "so? the answer is?" chan finally spoke after he's done with his assignment.
"do i like felix? i don't know. do i care about him? a lot. do i want to protect him? of course. do i love him?"
when i said the last question, three of them looked at me with their eyes widened.
i chuckled. "i'm done. i'm going back to my dorm." i said smiling and packed my things then put those in my sling bag. "you haven't finish your words!!"
changbin said and i just laughed.
"bye, see you guys soon!" i said smiling then walked to my dorm left the three of them clueless.
actually, i don't know how to say. i've never fall in love with someone before. i don't even feel nervous and felt there are butterflies in my stomach before.
but, when i'm with felix.
all changed.
i felt nervous when i'm with him. i blushed when he complimented me. i always care about him, he care about me. our months friendship are just perfect.
but still, i don't know the real answer. do i like him? do i got feelings for felix? do i love him? do i want to make him mine?
all the questions has been running in my head since the first day we met.
felix was the only person who made me became confused as a dumb person.
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no one's pov
felix was just resting in his dorm and he already felt bored.
"where is hyunjin?" he asked himself then groaned. after that, he took the tv remote and turned on the television watching some movies.
not that long, he fall asleep on the couch.
felix's pov
i opened my eyes, i'm at a familiar place. i'm on a bed. i looked around again and remembered it's that place.
i became panicked and sweating too much. i covered my whole body with the blanket. i prayed so the guy wouldn't come to me.
i cried. i am scared. i am traumatized.
not too long after, i heard someone called my name.
"felix? felix?"
i finally opened my eyes with a flinch.
i saw hyunjin in front of me. he looks worried?
i looked around again to see i'm in my dorm. i felt glad then turned my face to hyunjin.
"why are you sweating too much?" he asked me and wiped my face with his hand. i froze by his action and blushed, of course.
"n-nothing." i said. didn't realize my voice is shaking. hyunjin seems to notice it. he turned my body to him.
i just locked my eyes to his. adoring this beautiful creature.
"are you okay? you looked panicked when you were sleeping just now." he asked. i am seriously about to cry right now.
"oh, um. dreams! yeah my dreams were kind of bad." i said saving my life from answering the real answer.
"you sure?" he asked me again with his eyes locked with me. damn how can i avoid this contact?
i just nodded without saying anything then looked on the floor. floor is the most safest thing to look when you're in panic.
he then placed his index finger on my chin then turned my face to his.
fuck.
"don't just hide it. i feel worried." he said putting a soft smile on his face then went inside of his room.
damn it. the smile made me weak. why did i feel like this whenever i'm with him?
i groaned and went inside of my room.
no one's pov
felix was studying in his room because he rested more than he should to. he hated postponing studying, but hyunjin kept asking him to rest and don't started the studies yet.
after a week, felix finally recovered from the fever he had. he thanked hyunjin for being with him all the time. hyunjin, as always just blushed when felix thanked him.
*knock-knock*
"come in." felix said in his deep voice since he was looking down to his notes on his revision.
"hey." hyunjin said to felix but he got a hum instead of a response. "what are you doing?" hyunjin said seating on felix's bed.
"studying." felix said. didn't even bother to care about what hyunjin did behind him. he was too focused on his revision.
"hey, chan hyung asked me to go to an amusement park tomorrow since it's saturday." hyunjin spoke while putting his arms on felix's shoulders.
felix got shocked at the way he put his arms, but got calmed soon after.
"okay, so?" felix answered shortly. "so, let's go together!" hyunjin said in his cheer voice. felix denied it straight away with shaking his head.
"aaa why??" hyunjin whinned dramatically at felix. felix rolled his eyes and looked at his calendar.
9 days more before exams..
felix thought and cupped hyunjin face in front of him shocking the taller. felix saw hyunjin's eyes got locked in his eyes so he quickly said.
"we got exams in 9 days!! i haven't go to any of my classes this week because of you." felix said groaning then turned his face to his books.
"me? i was just worried??" hyunjin fought back.
"why would you be worried?" felix asked again but his attention is still thinking about the answers for the question he's studying right now.
while hyunjin froze at the question.
felix finally realized the question he asked and looked at hyunjin who's staring at him after he asked that question.
felix grinned and pretending nothing happened.
"err... so about the amusement park, i-i i actually free tomorrow! sure, i'll come along with you." felix said putting a smile on his face.
hyunjin awed in his heart then finally snapped. "4pm, deal?" hyunjin spoke in front of the doorway.
felix nodded while chuckling. "don't study too much! rest well too!" hyunjin screamed from outside of his room after finally going outside.
felix shooked his head and smiling.
maybe it's fine if i like him?
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a short update because im still having some school things to arrange.. sorry for my late update and forgive me for this scrap 🥲 bye, stay safe everyone!!
