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Today is the day I will confess to Lisa.
It's either my feelings will be reciprocated or not.
I decided to follow Sooyoung's advice and tell her. I'm so nervous, she's my childhood best friend after all, if she says no, imagine how awkward it'll be. I'm just hoping she feels the same way or that if not, we can still be friends.
I see the blonde girl enter the cafe, spotting me at the window side table.
"So..." I say.
"I'm moving away."
"I like you."
We both say in unison.
"You're moving away?"
"You like me back?"
We ask in unison, again.
"You go first." I say, motioning to continue talking.
"My parents decided they didn't want me anymore, as I was the result of a one night stand, and I'm not old enough to live on my own yet, so I'm staying with my grandma, in Thailand." She says, shakily.
Tears threatening down her face.
"I guess it's my turn, I have loved you since we were in 6th grade and my feelings have only grown since then, I never had the courage to ask you because everytime, I thought you wouldn't reciprocate my feelings, that is until Sooyoung told me that I have to take chances so here I am." I replied.
"I like you and have been for years, but, we can't do this now, not when I have to move, not when this happens, not when- I have to leave all of you." She cries.
"When are you leaving?" I daringly ask.
"Tomorrow." she answers.
"And you only told me now?" I asked, ruffling my hair in frustration.
"I TRIED OKAY? I tried to tell you, I tried to find time. Telling the others hurts enough, but how am I supposed to tell the one I love, the one I've waited so long for?! Tell me, how am I supposed to tell my best friend who I had fallen for, that I was moving to another country? How am I supposed to leave everything here to go to someplace else?" She sobbed.
"I'm the result of a mistake so bad, my own parents don't want me. I'm paying the price for being born" She cries.
At that moment, I pulled her into a hug, mascara running down her face.
I don't want things to end when they barely even started.
