Hey everyone.
So in my school, every May, we have a talent show. And usually the auditions are two weeks before. Right? Okay, so my friends all auditioned and did really cool things, like the piano, dancing, singing. And we'll, I guess I felt untalented, and lonely? Because I'm the only one who can't do cool things.
I go to dance classes and I have been going for 10 years, and what I really like to do when I'm home alone, or even in the shower, is to sing. I have a strong passion for singing. But I am also very self conscious.
Last year, I auditioned. I failed, because I have stage fright, and I forgot the lyrics on stage. So yeah. Then I vowed that until I turned 16, I would not audition ever again.
But this year, I decided to listen to those inspiring quotes that say believe in yourself and all that. So I auditioned. And I sang Stay With Me, by Sam Smith. There were 4 judges, 3 male and 1 female, all 16 and 17 years old. And I sang my heart out.
I didn't forget anything and had a sheet with all the lyrics just incase, and next the lyrics, my best friends wrote kind and nice things to make me confident, and comfortable.
My music teacher. Who also witnessed, told me at the end that it was a lovely audition. But he also told me hat if j do get in the talent show, then I will have to pick another song, because apparently, Stay With Me is inappropriate. Idek y.
So today, we had our music lesson. All of my friends were given letters that told them that they got in the talent show.
I didn't.
I guess I'm just not good enough.
Can anyone relate to me?
Peace,
LOVE,
And bye bye
UPDATE:
I guess I spoke too soon? Because today morning, Mr. Fraser, our music teacher came and handed me a slip that said I was accepted. Too bad my mom told me that we're leaving on the performance day tho. :( but I guess all things happen for a reason
