I Want (H.S Fanfiction)

Chapter 11- I Want To Kiss You Make You Feel Alright.

Hey everyone, I was just wondering if you wanted a cast list. I know for me it sometimes ruins the story for me because I have my own people in my head. But if you want a cast list I can do one. Or I could wait till towards the end and leave it a surprise.

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Song for this chapter is Another Love- One of my favs EVER. I feel like the lyrics are really similar to the way that Harry and Honey both feel throughout.

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Chapter 11- I want to kiss you make you feel alright.

“Wait are you serious?” we have been playing truth, strip or drink; a game I had never heard of but was very fun. I had learnt that when Jake was in high school, he slept with ‘nerds’ to get them to do his homework, he has never gone down on a girl and so much more. He has also lost his shirt and taken 3 shots. Although we were now discussing how he has a crazy fear of spiders.  Why isn’t Harry this open? Why is everything a struggle with him? Why am I asking myself questions that I don’t know the answer to?  “So I’m confused are you a bad boy man whore or, are you a gentleman that was just stupid in high school?”

“Well why do we have to label what I was and what I am? How about we leave me as Jake Styles?” Jake Styles. Ja-ke St-y-les. I wonder if he remembers his parents or his sir name before he became a Styles. “Just Jake I think I prefer. I mean if I was you I wouldn’t want to be associated with Harry.” It was true, if I had been in Harry’s life for so long and he spoke to me like that… I don’t actually know what I would do. “Harry really isn’t that bad. He just see’s you as property and he doesn’t like it when people look at what’s his. Which would be completely fine, if you was a piece of art or a TV. But you’re not, you’re a beautiful woman and you deserve respect.”  Beautiful. He called me beautiful and he was being genuine as well. His hand comes to my face, lightly caressing it with his soft hands. “I mean it Honey, you’re stunning in every way. Which is why I am worried for you, you are too good for my brother. And I hope he or you realises that before you’re in too deep.”

But I don’t have a choice.

I want free to make my own decisions anymore.

I may not have signed his contract yet although, I was still bound to him. And now I hate it, it makes me weak and defenceless against him. He could slap me and it would feel like a thousand kisses all personally design for me. I was already in too deep and I couldn’t swim out of his ocean. How could I be in to deep already? God I was only growing into a pathetic loved up twat that I never wanted to be. But he did this to me. But I will fight against him. “Jake I’m tired, can we go to bed?”

Jake gave me a separate room so that I could feel more comfortable. But it’s been half an hour and I feel so empty and alone.

“Jake can I sleep in your room, I feel kinda lonely.” Without words he opened his covers for me to slide into his bed. Oh he is only wearing boxers… interesting choice of nightwear.

To Harry ;)

I hope she gives you an STD.

Oh and I won’t be home 2night & mayb 2moz.

Lot of no love

Honey x

A few minutes later, just as I was getting comfortable, my phone buzzes with what I thought was Harrys reply.

From Perrie xo

HONEY YOU NEED TO COME HOME NOW!

HARRY HAS FLIPPED HIS SHIT! HE IS BREAKING EVERYTHING.