Love Like This

Heather

Megan seemed to feel more distant as the weeks went on and I don't know why.

I wanted my best friend back.

Ryan noticed I was getting upset about Megan ditching me.

"What happened?" He asked me

"I have no idea. I stayed over her house one night and since then she has been avoiding me!" I replied

"That's weird. Well you can still hang out with me, I know it's not the same but we are still good right?" He asked needing reassurance

"Yeah, we're good!" I replied and kissed him.

I loved my boyfriend and loved spending time with him but I missed my friend. 

It had been a month since me and Megan had really hung out so I decided to confront her.

"Megan, what did I do?" I asked

"What do you mean?" She replied

"I must have done something to piss you off, you just avoid spending time with me!" I said "You cut your hair and didn't ask my advice, which I know isn't a big thing but you usually would, you don't sleepover, you don't invite me for dinner, you barely reply to my texts, you stopped meeting me before school, what have I done?" I started to feel upset.

"Nothing, you didn't do anything. It's me. I have some stuff." Megan looked away from me and I felt hurt that she couldn't confide in me.

"What stuff maybe I could help?" I just wanted to be there for her.

"I can't tell you!" She said after a few seconds. 

"Why? I have always been there for you. Why can't I be there now?" I started to feel mad that she wouldn't let me in.

"You are my issue!" She said I was really confused

"Me? Why?" I asked feeling a mix of emotions.

"I'm in love with you!" Megan finally came out with

"You're what?" I was shocked

"I'm in love with you, I know it's not what you expected, I didn't expect it either!" Megan didn't know what to do and neither did I.

"So, you're a lesbian or bisexual or what?" I asked trying to understand

"I don't know, I don't like any other girls, I don't expect anything from you, I just do!" I felt a bit awkward

"Well, Meg, I love you but I am not in love with you, can we be friends though?"