Love Like This

Heather

"Seriously what the fuck?" I was angry at Ryan.

"What, Heather are you mad I know you are a lesbian with Megan, I kind of knew all along because you were always with her, I dumped you so you could be with her without me getting in your way, fucking hell Heather it was so obvious!" Ryan came back at me.

"I'm not a lesbian. I have never been with Meg, what are you even on about?" I really wasn't sure how to proceed.

"I came over to talk to you on Tuesday night, your five year old sister told me you were kissing Megan, still want to deny it?" Ryan asked and I broke down.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck. Yes I kissed Megan but I was just seeing if there was anything there!" I told Ryan and not thinking about Megan's feelings at this point.

"And... was there anything?" Ryan asked more sympathetically than I thought he would.

"I don't know. She's my best friend, I don't know whether I could be more with her, I want to believe love exists after you broke up with me it just seemed a bit hopeless, you and me were perfect, there was nothing wrong in our relationship, yes I was with Meg a lot but she was living at mine, her Dad died and her Mum lost their house so my family took hers in!" I made excuses.

"Damn. Hev, babe, I still love you, I just got mad thinking you had been sleeping with Megan behind my back!" Ryan said, I was hurt he thought I would do, yet he was using it to try and get me to understand.

"Ryan, I would never cheat on anyone, I really loved you, you really think I am capable of doing that, you really don't know me, you know what tell anyone you want that I'm with Megan, it may not be the truth but I'd rather them think I was gay than with someone who thinks so little of me!" I said then walked back to Megan who had watched but not heard any of it. 

"So, whats up?" She asked

"Ellie saw us kiss, she told Ryan, I have told him that I'd rather everyone think I was a lesbian than be with someone who thinks I would cheat on him!" I told her she sort of smiled.

We went through the rest of the day just on auto pilot school was school. We got back to Heathers at 4pm and as we got changed I felt myself looking at Megan, how had I never noticed before that she was sexy, she had an amazing figure, I watched her in her underwear trying to pick something to wear, I felt myself wanting to get into my underwear too and touch her, I took off my school uniform and moved over to wear she was and I put my hand on her back and pulled her to me, this was new for me but I knew I wanted to do it, I just hoped Megan did too. 

I kissed her and ran my hands through her hair playing with it, she pushed her body against mine and I reached for her bra strap and unhooked it and although we weren't home alone and the door was locked I really didn't care, I pulled her bra off and I just looked at her and thought 'Wow' I undid my bra so we were both there just in knickers and it didn't feel weird it felt exhilarating, sexy, hot, it was more natural than anything I ever did with a boy. 

Me and Megan moved to my bed and I kissed down her body and it was all a bit of a rush of endorphins but we went all the way that we could and it was amazing. We lay there and I turned to her kissed her shoulder and said "I think it's safe to say our friendship has progressed!" she giggled and cuddled into me for five minutes then there was knock on the door. 

"Megan, Heather what are you doing in there?" My Mum asked 

"Uh, just watching TV Mum!" I said grabbing a t shirt and throwing one at Megan, although we had just slept together we were so not ready to come out to our parents. 

"Why is the door locked then?" My Mum pushed

"Sorry, we just didn't want to risk anyone coming in when we were getting changed from school." I said and I unlocked it.  I had no idea how to act because that was my first time and as far as I am aware was Megs too. 

"Ok, girls, I know you are going out tonight but you need to be back by 9pm..."