When everything was falling apart. 🖤

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*What are you doong in his room?!!*

{eve's pov}

'Shit!thomas baby i can explain...'

'What's wrong with you???first you sleep with me?!and then with my best friend?????!'

'No no i'ts not like that..'

'Then what??'

'Jeez thomas don't be so jealous we talked last night and then i strated crying because i told damiano about my ex and i got a panic attack so forgive me if i hugged hin because he hugged me and then i went to sleep in his bed because i didn't wanted to wake you up and he slept in ethan's room cause he had an extra bed in his room so that's that'

'Oh...'

'Yeah i can go take a shower now???'

'Sure....'

And the door closes and i am alone again

Jeezz guys sometimes there all...no no there not all... the same but i think  i'm just not used to this but the talk i had with damiano was very good in some sort of way...  after i got the panic attack and i was, calmed down he told me about a new song he was gonna wright for the new up comming album,
And then i said that i had and idea and maybe he could use that for there new song so :) it was a nice talk :) and he's eyes omg he's eyes...we're so beautiful and dreamy and OMG.......

I'm making a mess... like ar real shit mess...

Maybe i can....break up with thomas and...no...
Ughhhh i hate myself sometimes... all these feelings and shit.... Ughh i hate it..i hate it....
And there are the tears again...

...Why is my life a mess again...just why.....

{*still crying*}

Maybe..i should take my pain away like i always did..... or maybe not...or maybe...

Oh whatever nobody will notice...

I get up from damiano's bed and i grab my bag and see if someting is in there like ya know...

{A/N ; TW! If you can't handle this or you'r dealing with this or something just read the next part 😘 }

Yes i found my little thingy's

~ few ours later; in the afternoon~

{eve's pov}

Shitt...i feel so dizzy... why did i.. no never mind i'm fine....

And then everything went dark

{Damiano pov}

I am in the living room down stairs when vic comes down crying

'Hey vic what's wrong???'

'it's eve she..she..i found her in you're room and she .. was just laying there and...and...'

'Wait?what's did she???'

' i don't know... i think she was trying.. i don't know...'

'oh my...get thomas and i will call a docter she is gonna be fine i hope...'

'I'ts all my fault...'

'No no don't say that vic we don't know why she did this okay calm down first and then i will get thomas and ethan okay??'

'O-okay...'

{eve's pov}

'Eve???eve..say something sweetheart...please.... I need you.......'

I hear a voice but i can't open my eyes yet....

'Please eve i can't lose you....i'm so so so sorry i got jealous i didn't mean to...it's just i never ever have loved someone before as much as you and i can't just lose you.....so please wake up eve and open you're eyes....'

'T-tho-thomas??... were am i???'

'Eve!!!guys!!she woke up!!!'

'Yes we can see that'

I hear damiano,vic and ethan...

'Hi you guys.. what happend and were am i??'

'You're in the hospital babe.. you've hurt you're self and we got so worried so we took you here...'

'Really??why??? Would you..'

'Because we love you eve and espacially thomas'

'But ethan i almost...'

'Yes we know but you need to rest and we're gonna take you home very soon okay?And then thomas is gonna take care of you '

'No no i can t-'

'No more no's eve this is serious eve but before i say more how did it even start?'

'Well ethan uhmm this is gonna be along story...'

'Oh we have time'

They all say.

'Okay well let's start then..'

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