When everything was falling apart. 🖤

041{final part of this story}

~1month later~
October 1st .

{thomas pov}

It's one month later and the fall is starting and i am at home as always with the guys and eve went home yesterday with the girls because she needed rest and some alone time so she went home and now i am on my phone when vic comes running in to the living room..with tears in her eyes..oh god this is not good...

(TW!; sucide. If you are struggeling with any problems or anything that has to do with this subject... there is Always help for you , youre not alone :)) and my messages are always open if you want to talk :) )

'Thomas!!!thomas!!! Eve tried to kill herself!....'

'What?!!!!!'

'She tried to take her life...!!'

'Y..yes i heard that but...what happend????'

'I don't know..she called ethan...or damiano i don't know anymore..no!she called ethan and she she..told him that she took a shit load of pills and now she is in critacal conditon in the hosiptal....'

'OH NO.....no..no...no...no.........!!this is not happening...i can't loose my wife...i can't loose the love of my life...i mean..we found a therapist..and and..i i i was always by her side.....and and......noo!this is not happening.....noo.....'

I say while i am crying and screaming......

'Thomas...come on damiano  and ethan and marco are already there come on....'

'Yes...yes..and the girls???...'

'They are safe with gorgia now come on....'

'Vic...do you think eve is going to..'

'Die?....no she can't thomas...i swear if you say that one more time....'

'Okay okay....let's go then....'

~at the hosiptal~

{thomas pov}

'Were is she?!!!!!......'

Nurse; 'are you mister raggi?eve charlots wife..?'

'Yes....'

I say while i am crying and looking everywhere to see were my evi is...

Nurse; Mister raggi she is in crictial condtion..she trew up alot and she lost alot of blood....'

'Blood???..'

Nurse; 'Yes blood she cuted herself in her wirst and we have to keep her asleep right now'

'I wanna see her right now!!!!....'

Nurse; mister raggi can u please calm down.. you can see you're wife but she is asleep..'

'okay..i wanna see her...right now....'

And i walk with vic and the nurse to eve's room and everyone is wating outside and i see everyone crying...

'Bro is he going to....'

'Die??no she won't she is a freaking strong girl....damsi....'

'I hope....'

'Bro...everything went so well...and i leave her just alone for what???a month or something and this happend.....it's all my fault..'

'Bro don't say that cause its not okay?..'

'yeah..right...'

And then i get interuppted by the nurse...

'Mister raggi..you can see you're wife right now...'

'Okay....'

And i am walking in to the room and i see eve just laying there with a tube in mer mouth..and there is bandaid on her writs....

'Oh my god honey.........!why.......why...why...everything went so well.....everything.....and i leave you alone and then this...why honey...we found....a good therapist for you...and you were doing amazing...and and...now you're in the hospital.......'

And i am starting to cry again but harder this time....
I can't belive...it...my evi my mi amore....my wife..my everything.....

'Baby if you can hear me.....you're gonna make it....your strong....you're so so so strong...you hear me...you are not going to die okay?.....!!! Your not.....'

And then the tears stream down my face even more...

I can't loose her....i just can't......i mean we've been trough so much.....i just can't lose her......i can't....

~Fast foward~ ~after a couple of weeks~

{thomas pov}

It's october 13 and i am at the hostipal again.. eve is still in coma and nothing has changed...the docters say that she is not going to make it but i won't belive it...my evi is a strong girl...she can't die.....i won't let it happen...even if i have to do someting...i will do it...for her..for my wife..for my evi.....

'Honey...i know you can't hear me but the docters say that you're not going to make it...but i won't belive it..because your are strong....and i know your gonna make it..i just know it...and i miss you honey...i miss you so much...i miss you're smile...i miss you're beautiful eyes..i miss you're..sexy body...i miss you're kisses..everything..so baby please if you van hear me..........'

No...no..she has to wake up.....she has to.....

Okay..thomas stay calm..don't panic...just take a breath...

'So please baby wake up....or move..or or....'

And there are the tears....

'Baby....wake up...it's taking too long....i miss you..come back to me please...i can't lose you...not now...not never...not ever....baby pleaseee.....come on you can do it...please baby..........'

And i am crying again an the tears stream down my face.....

'T-t-thomas....?'

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Well...this it..ohhhhh wait!... no it isn't 😉😉😉 part 2 will be up soon and also thanks to thomasraggiwifey for this idea/inspraiton 🤗 i think you're gonna love it!! well you all should follow her she is amazing!😘😘😘

And also thank youuu sooooo much!! For reading this story and voting and commeting ! I love you all!!! 😘😘😘😘😘