When everything was falling apart. 🖤

029

*i would never ever love someone else honey..i only love you*

{eve's pov}

'Re..really..'

I am still crying..and i am still panic..And a little shakey...

'Yes...babe..i would never ever love someone else ya hear me...'

'Y y yes..but i am afraid... that you will find someone better than me...'

Oh god i really want to take my pain away....

(TW; Selfharm , if you are struggeling with this or anything, there is always help for you)

'Uhm baby..i am going down stairs okay..to get some water okay..it will help me calm down..'

'Okay babe..do i need to come with'

'No it's okay babe i can do it...'

with trembling hands I get up from bed and walk to the door of the bedroom...and as soon as i am in the hallway i walk without making any noise to the stairs and i walk down...

Great there is no one...

Let's look for my bag.....Oh there it is...

'Eve what are you doing?...'

Shit ethan....

{ethan's pov}

It's 04;00 in the morning and i am down staris because i had a date again last night and we went to a club and it got pretty late......uhm well let's say i had the best time....

'Eve what are you doing?...'

'No..nothing....just looking for something...but what are you doing here so late...?'

'Uhmmm i had a date...but uhm tell me you weren't looking for those thingy's..'

'Uhm no.... I wasn't....uh date??...with who?..'

'Yes you were...uhm with a boy...but eve are you still hurting yourself?...'

'N..no..'

'Don't lie eve...i can see it whan you're lying...but why???... you've made i promise to thomas...'

'I know...but.....'

I see that her eyes are tearing up and i am walking towards her...and then i hug her

'Ethan..i feel so alone sometimes...and i....'

She says while crying

'Eve..look at me..you are not alone okay?.. i am here for you and damiano , vic, thomas the love of your life'

'I know...i know.....i but what if i faill...'

'What???with what?...'

'With..my childeren...what if i don't raise them well..'

'You will raise them perfectlly eve'

'But what if....'

'Hey..no more buts okay..go back to bed..'

'Okay..but uhm ethan..are you in love with this boy?...'

'Wich boy..?'

'The boy you had a date with...'

'Yeah maybe...a little...'

'That's great ethan..'

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Well... a whole rollercoaster but...in the next chapter there is going to be some wedding planning soo stay tuned for that !😘🤗 Love you all!!  Xxx oh and i am going on vaction again soo i'll try to write ! 😘😘