Unexpected problem (Killugon)

Not Feeling Well

(3 weeks along)
(GONS POV)

Me and KIllua have a really healthy relationship for the past three years. We started to date close to the beginning of when we both went to high school our sophomore year, but I had always liked him since we were friends in middle school. One day I got a really big dose of courage and asked him out only to be surprised to find out that he liked me too! Everyday I felt so happy and I could not ask for someone who was sweeter and more gentle than Killua.

He made me feel so safe and I could not be more thankful for him. Everything was going great. Me and Killua lived together in a small apartment that had two bathrooms ome bedroom and kitchen and small living space. It was small but just the right amount of room for me and him, we are about to graduate high school this year and start college! And everything was going great...or so I thought.

Me and killua were curled up on the bed. He was asleep and I was trying to sleep. For the last couple of weeks I have not been feeling too good. I did not tell Killua because it was not like it was an unmanageable pain, and I did not want to worry him. It was just a lot of back pains and headaches, and those aren't really big symptoms of something I should probably be worried about. I started to routinely take pain medicine every morning and night but it did not seem to help.

It was around 4:30 in the morning when I woke up. I felt hot, sweaty and I felt really nauseous. I did not want to move because I was in Killua's arms and I did not want to wake him but I had to get up. I slowly peeled the blanket off of me and shimmed out of his arms making sure not to wake him. It was so warm with him and now I felt cold.

I went out into the hallway bathroom instead of the one in our room because like I said I did not want to wake killua.

I slowly opened the lid and waited to make sure I WAS going to throw up and it was not just something that would pass like a feeling of nausea that would go away. I always hating throwing up, everything about it just made me feel so gross and unclean, but then I started to gag and I knew I could not stop it or will it down.

I put my face into the toilet and started to throw my guts up, I had not eaten to much so I began to throw up stomach acid. Within about 25 seconds I felt and hand on my back rubbing it lightly and another one pulling a couple of strands of hair out of my face. Tears started to stream down my face 'so much for letting him sleep' I thought.

When I finish throwing up I rested my face on the side of the toilet well Killua went to get me some water. He came back and handed me the cup, when I fished drinking he took a towel and wiped any throw up that might have been on my face off of it. Then he picked me up and lightly brought me back to bed and cuddled me back to sleep.

The next morning I woke up and looked at the time. It was 6:30 and our alarm went off at 6:40. I hate when I wake up just before the alarm goes off. I savored killuas warmth for the last 10 mins before we had to go to school. I felt so tired I really did not wanna get up.

When our alarm went off Killua slammed his fist on it making me jump. "Hey sweetheart, are you ready to get up?" Killua. He was so kind I slowly shook my head. "I don't feel too good," I said "oh yeah you threw up this morning, so you're not feeling well, maybe you should stay home." He said and I nodded 'maybe That way I can find out what's going on with me Well KIllua is at school,' I thought to myself.

"Ok, well I gotta get ready and I'll talk to you before I take of to get to school," He said and I nodded. About 30 minutes later Killua came back in after getting ready in the bathroom. He looked pretty! "Ok, I'm heading off, if you need anything tell me and I'll pick it up after school, ok?" I nodded and held out my arms for one last hug, he returned it and left. I started to cry, I did not wanna be alone, I held onto my pillow and cried softly, 'it hurts' I thought as I slowly went to sleep again.

I woke up later in the day around 10:00 and those extra 4 hours of sleep felt so nice. I got up and went to the kitchen to look for something to eat, I made some eggs and toast, ate them, and then I went to my computer to look up my symptoms. I looked them up but all that came up was pregnancy...and I couldn't be pregnant.

Me and Killua are always safe. I started to get really scared as I looked at more of the symptoms

Morning sickness

Backpains

Over emotional

Craving strange things

Headaches

Bloating

I continued to read more about pregnancy and some of the symptoms that I didn't realize I had until reading and thought about it like mood swings which I have been crying, craving things,and a couple of others. I started to get really scared and started to cry again. 'I don't know until I find out! Maybe I'm not pregnant, I'll just go get a test! Yeah then I'll prove myself wrong!'

I grabbed my keys and went to start to drive to the store. I got there and went into the pharmacy part, I searched until I found what I was looking for, 'why are they so expensive!? Jeez!' I thought grabbing the cheapest one.I bought the test and started to drive back home.

When I got home I went to the bathroom and peed on the stick as it instructed, then I set it down scared to see the results. It took a little bit of time, I pulled my knees to my chest and sat with my back against the tub, and waited to flip it over.

I did not want to and it felt like a year passed with me just looking at the stick, I sighed and reached my hand out, and turned over test.