Cant We Just Talk?

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(4 months)
(TW: abuse)
(GONS POV)

"Oh gon, I see you're finally home, where were you a class trip or something mito would not tell me anything," Killua quickly shuffled me behind him protectively "yeah we'll know wonder you creep since when did you get out of jail!" Killua spat "oh and why do you care?" "Because you should never be able to see Gon or touch him or anything ever again!" Killua said holding me behind him protectively "WHERE IS MITO?" "Relax she just went to the store, why? did you think I did something to her?" " I wouldn't be surprised!" Killuas said "you know what just forget it we'll come back when your sick ass is out of here!" Killua said grabbing my hand "wait a minute!" Killua stops "are you dating my son? What my son is fag? I always knew there was some sick thoughts going in there!" Ging said "I should have sent him to that facility after all!" "Gon get on the car!" Killua said "but kil-" "I said get in the car!" I nod and rush off to the car. When I got in I started to cry!

(KILLUA'S POV)

"Ok, you listen to me you sick low life pig! You're going to stay away from Gon and me! You're not going to send him anyway or do anything to him any more!  And if you lay a finger TIP on him or say anything that may hurt his feelings...you're dead! You got it?" I yell "yeah ok whatever, fag " he said, whispering the f-slur rolling his eyes! I wanted to punch his teeth out but I was not going to. I looked back at the car and saw Gon with his knees pulled to his chest and his hands coving his ears. "Bye-bye" I say

I walk back to the car and open it and start to drive to a park that is close to his house. Gon was shaking and trying to catch his breath. I got out of the car, walked over to Gon's side, opened the door and picked him up then carried him under a tree. "Hey it's ok, listen he's not gonna hurt you ok! You're safe with me don't worry!" I spoke softly as he sobbed into my chest, balling my shirt in his fists! "I got you, don't worry," I said, rubbing light circles on his back. Soon I was able to calm him down and he just sniffed a little bit every once in a while.

When me and Gon were in our freshman and me and Gon first meet he always was so distant from everyone And when ever he was touched he would tense up and when ever he heard a loud noise he would flinch and get kinda shaky but I never thought anything of it I mean who  I to Judge some people just don't liked to be touched and I get that but as the year went on and spring came around and it started to get how he would always wear really baggy Close that covers his whole body and I noticed he wore makeup on his Face like foundation. I started to wonder more and more about him and how he never comes over because he "has school work" so one day I forced him to come over the whole time he was shaky and scared and I wanted to know why!

"Hey Gon, is everything ok? You have been so distant and kinda uncomfortable. I understand if you don't wanna be friends and I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable! If you wanna go home you can! Don't feel pressured to hang out with me if you don't feel comfortable!" I said then he just broke down the makeup runned down his face. I saw bruise after bruise and small cuts. I knew immediately what was going on so I pulled him into my arms and he cried after he calmed down a little bit I asked him "hey, who's doing this? Are you ok? You can trust me!" "It's My dad, he hits me every day. He leaves bruises on my legs and arms and cuts on my thighs. He tells me I'm fat and that I shouldn't have been born!" He cried and sobbed between words "and he hits me so much sometimes I throw up blood because he hardly feeds me so There is nothing in my to throw up but blood but I can't take it any more I don't want this to happen I'm so scared!" He pulled himself into me and I just hugged him and listened as he cried and talked and just finally let everything out that he was keeping bottled up for so long. He soon calmed down again as I held him. "Hey Gon, I'm going to ask you something and if you don't feel comfortable with me doing this then that's perfectly fine, ok?" He nodded "can I take a look at your wounds? It's ok if you're not comfortable but I'm gonna be here either way! Don't feel pressured, ok?" He nodded "you can look, just be gentle." He said "of course I will!"

After a little bit of him to calm down a little more I softly pulled up the sweater he was wearing, there were bruises that painted his body and arms. There were cuts, some scabbed others started to bleed after the sweater came off as if it was being used as a Bandage, I didn't even know about his legs yet. "Oh my god, Gon! This isn't ok! Oh my god, hey Listen, I'm going to help you ok? Your not gonna go home anymore your gonna stay with me and I'm going to clean your cuts, and help you feel better" Gon nodded "just go ahead and sit back and try to relax and I'm gonna go grab some stuff!" He nodded. I came back with a bunch of stuff to help him Including bandage, gauze, hydrogen peroxide, a glass of water for Gon to drink, and a bunch of other stuff we may need. "Come on, follow me," I said, leading him into the bathroom in my room. "Ok I'm gonna start with your upper body and only if you feel comfortable I will do your lower body," I said grabbing and wipe that was laced with hydrogen peroxide so it would be easier to clean cuts with. "Ok this is going to sting for a little bit but don't worry you can squeeze my hand for as long as you need!" I said he nodded and grabbed my hand and I started to clean all of the cuts using up about a third of the wipes and bandaging them almost immediately after they were cleaned! After a while Gon was all patched up "ok do you want me to do your lower body or no? It's fine if not."

Gon looked up at me "can you do it? I just feel really safe for once, and thank you," he whispered " I can do it" I said then I gently started to take of his pants "wait- I" I stopped and looked at him "can I put on my sweater again? I'll feel less exposed?" He said looking a little uneasy! "Yeah of course! in fact I will grab you one of mine And put yours in the wash the inside was covered in blood, I'll be right back" I grabbed one my fluffy sweaters he put it on and it was kinda big on him, Which makes me realizing just how tiny he is. I mean his dad does starve him but Jeez he was skinny. I softly undid the button on his jeans and he tensed a little bit, then I unzipped his fly "it's ok, I'm not gonna hurt or judge you, if you don't want me to stop I will," I said he nodded and said I could continue I took off his jeans and his legs did not have to may cuts but bruises his knees looked awed they were split and cracked open and looked like they were semi-scabbing I quickly cleaned his legs but then I remembered what he said "he cuts my thighs-" I softly filded up the ends of his boxers until it was right on and high in his upper thigh it could go, and saw gashes on his thigh my heart stopped 'how does he walk?' I thought I softly did the same treatment by putting bandages around his whole upper leg and using a wipe to clean them. I had to be so gentle because it looked really bad. I took his jeans with his sweater "I'm gonna put these in the wash" I said and picked him out a pair of my softest sweat pants and he gave him some time to change into them. After cleaning him up it was about 5:45 "AHH I gotta go my dad is gonna be so mad an-" "no Gon your not going back there! you gonna stay with me for a Little bit! You're not going back! I don't want to see you hurt anymore!" I said grabbing Gon hand and pulling him down so we was sitting next to me. He nodded "let's go get some food and then you need to get some sleep,"I said he nodded

We got food and he ate a lot. I wish he did not have to go through all that he is just a kid and who knows how long it's been going on for! Maybe I'll ask him some other time but today I just wanted to distract him from I
The abuse. After eating we went back up to my room I got him all cozy in my bed and was about to leave to let him rest when he grabbed my hand. "Can you stay with me I don't wanna be alone?" He said looking at me with the most adorable look ever I nodded "yeah of course!" Then I laid down next to him but not touching him so I did not make him uncomfortable but a soon as I laid down he cuddled into the side of my body and slowly fell asleep"

(A/n)
Sorry about that the next chapter will be a little continuation of this one to clear up a couple more things and then it will start to go back to the present! Sorry for the angsty stuff!

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