Unexpected problem (Killugon)

Tests And Scares

(3 weeks along)
(GONS POV)

I flipped the test over and looked at it and tears streamed down my face and I started to sob. It was positive. I quickly lifted up my shirt and looked at myself in the mirror. I turned to the side looking down at my tummy and started to cry.

'How could this happen if Killua always uses protection? I hate my body it's so stupid and useless! Why did it have to do this to me? What about college? I can't go if I I have a kid! I'll have to take care of a baby all the time and that's means no collage! But I can't just get a abortion I would feel so guilty, Of course I wanna have kids with Killua one day but not right now we are to young! I can't do this, it's not fair! Maybe the test is wrong. Yes that's it's it's gotta be wrong! I'll just go to the doctors they can tell for sure! Then I won't have anything else to worry about and me and Killua will be fine! This is just a big pregnancy scare'

I started to over think so I slowly put my shirt back up and looked at the time.

It was 2:30 Killua got out of school at 2:45 but if he was going to the store and has to drive home then he'll probably going to get home around 3:45. I don't have time to go to the doctors before he gets home and wonders where I am! But I have to make sure I'll just tell him and make up a excuse!

(Texts)

       Hey Killua I am going to The Doctors Don'tworry I'm not in any more pain
then I was
this morning just wanna
make sure nothings wrong! :)

Ok! I'll see you when I get home! Is there anything you want me to
pick you up at the store ?
It's not a trouble at all ! <3

Can you just get me some snacks!
You can pick them I
know that you'll
know what to get!

Okie no problem I'll
See you when you get home!
Love you!!

Love you too!

I got my shoes on and grabbed my keys and left. I was so nervous. When I got to the doctors and was sitting in the waiting room I started to get nervous but was able to relax. A couple of tears left my eyes "Gon!" The doctor called.

I shakily got up and started to walk over to her. She lead me to a room, "So, Gon, why have you come to see me, is it family again or something else?" She said "umm...I think I might be pregnant, and I'm really scared, because you know Killua my boyfriend, what if I ruin his life?!" I said between multiple sobs and I began to cry.

She rolled her chair over and gave me a hug. I have been going to the same doctor for as long as I remember so me and her were really close. It's always a good idea to make sure that you are comfortable with the doctor that you go to so that you don't end up telling them something they might not keep between us,

"Oh, your still in high school right? Why do you think that, is it just symptoms or did you forget to use protection? What's up?" She asked "I am just having symptoms and I took a test and it said Positive, me and killua always use protection, but I don't wanna be pregnant and it could be wrong and just be something else like a bug or something right?"

I cried "Gon, sweetheart, I know that you don't wanna be but sometimes things happen that you don't want them to, so here's what's going to happen, I'm gonna give you a ultrasound and that should confirm everything, ok so don't worry, ok?" I nodded and started to calm down.

"Ok just take off your shirt and lay on your back," she said I did as told she got the machine out and started to rub the jelly on my stomach with the stick and kinda where my bladder was. I started to get really scared. After about 20 minutes she turned off the machine and waited for a paper to be printed out. "Ok Gon here's the results!" She said I looked down at the picture and sure enough there was a small baby inside my stomach. It was so tiny. I started to cry.

"Oh, Gon it's ok I'm sure that Killua will be more the happy if you tell him, maybe after you give birth if you want we could put you on birth control if you want!" I nodded "yeah more then happy to break up with me, thank you,"

She nodded and told me stuff about how my body may change and how to take care of my belly so I don't get to many stretch marks or anything, I thanked her and she sent a prescription to pick up for the pain.

I got to my car and picked up the prescription, then I got home. I put my head against the steering wheel and cried looking at the picture. 'Killuas gonna leave me, He's not gonna love me, he's going to be so mad, I'll just hide it, he will never find out that'll work I can hide it! I'll figure it out!' I thought I cleared my head and left to get up to the door of our apartment.

I opened the door to the apartment where Killua was. I quickly hid the paper and pills behind my back "hey, what did the doctor say?! Is everything ok? It looks like you've been crying?" He said worried "the doctor said that everything's ok and that I probably just caught a bug or something!" I said trying to laugh it off kinda rushing to our room.

I'll be right back I'm gonna change into something more comfy!" I said. I got in our room and quickly tried to find a place to hide the ultrasound results and pills. I could not find it anyway so I just put it in my school folder behind a bunch of school work. Got in some comfy clothes and went back out to Killua. "Hey baby, come here!" Killua said putting his arms out I flinched at the word baby!

He pulled me into his arms and kissed my forehead, "do you feel any pain right now?" He asked "there is a little pain in my back but that's all," I said and then I teased when I felt his hand snake around to my back and start to rub small circles on my back. I relaxed and slowly fell asleep.