Unexpected problem (Killugon)

The Truth

(2 months along)
(GONS POV)

"Gon is this yours?" Killua asked, holding out a paper. I turned my head and As soon as I saw the paper my heart dropped I grabbed it out of his hand "No, I don't know where you got this but it's definitely not mine! It was a project for class! I'm not pregnant I can't be pregnant! We always use protection soo.." I quickly mumbled.

"Oh really...even though it said the name?" On the ultrasound paper it generally says the name of the patient, the date, and how many weeks pregnant When you got it. "So your telling me you just had a random person ultrasound, who has the same name as you, and were sick on the same day as you's ultrasound?"

I looked down and started to cry Killua looked at me in disbelief. "Why wouldn't you tell me this is something that I need to know! Gon if your going to have a baby I NEED to know! You can't keep that to yourself! Like it's not like this is a joke! We are still in highschool what were you thinking?" Killua said that part made me mad!

'what was I thinking I didn't want this' I thought to myself "hello? Are you gonna say anything or are you just gonna sit there and cry? Listen you can't tell anyone about this you got it? Know one is allowed to know especially not your aunt or my parents! You got it! And your not allowed to go out once you start to really get bigger! Do you know what people would think if I had a kid, And your not going to school anymore no one can know! You got it!" Killua said angrily.

"Wait but that's not fair-" I tried before I got interrupted "You wanna know 'what's not fair' you screwing up my senior year with this shit! I can't even look at you right now, your disgusting, why would you not tell me?" I was just sobbing, and crying I couldn't catch my breath I tried to talk but all that would come out were sobs, "you know what I think I need some time to myself for a little bit, so, you sleep on the couch tonight" Killua said sternly as I just continued to cry and nodded, hugging one of the couch a pillow to my chest trying to catch my breath but my body wouldn't stop shaking.

Killua sook left for or bedroom leaving me alone in the living room, I grabbed a blanched and laid down, It was cold and being all alone didn't help, not to mention it was harder then the soft mattress making my back more sore then it already was from the growing bump.

I was trying to quite my sobs as I continued to shake, I took deeps breaths and when to get a glass of water. Then I drank it and fell to the floor by the sink, unable to get up,I clutched the counter and tried to pull myself up but I couldn't move, I started to cry and laid on the floor curling into a protective ball around my tummy,"

I woke up in the early morning  around 4:30 and felt as though a round of throw up was about to hit me. I also felt really dizzy, by that time I was able to get up and quickly walk to the bathroom and started to throw up, I tried back my hair so it would not get in the way. it hurt and I gagged and coughed trying to catch my breath. 'I'm so gross' I thought as all the liquids left my body.

after awhile I finally finished brushing my teeth and rehydrating, When I opened the bathroom Killua was there, and I jumped "Gon! You need to be more quiet I have school tomorrow and I don't want to be woken up to disgusting sounds, your so Insensitive" I nodded as tear streamed down my face again. "I'm sorry Killua, it's just that I have morning sickness," I said "I can't handle it, it hurts so bad."

"That's fine just be quiet!" He said, he left and I pressed my back to the tub again, running my hands through me hair, I looked down at my belly that was just starting to grow a bump.

"I don't wanna do this, I don't wanna kid, maybe I should get rid of it, maybe I should just die then Killua doesn't have to worry about the baby," I said as I kept thinking these thoughts until I fell asleep.

(KILLUA POV)

I woke up to the sound of the alarm, instead of Gon throwing up, surprising... so I slammed my fist down onto it and started to get ready. I went for the bathroom and grabbed my hair brush and fixed my hair I brushed my teeth and put on some makeup and then I got dressed, I heard the door to the bedroom open "what are you doing?" I asked looking at Gon who tried to slip into the bathroom.

"I'm just going to get ready for school," he squeaked "What the hell are you talking about? No you're not going to school anymore, remember!" I said "that's not fair you said I could until I started showing! I have to go to school you cant pick that! plus I have been to school for the last two months and no one noticed I was pregnant so it should be fine!'' Gon started "yeah but those last too months I didn't know and now that I am looking at you I can easily tell" I said looking at his body as he tired to cover it up a little bit.

"Killua, do you hate me?" Gon asked "Of course I don't this is for your own good! It's your fault after all clearly you wanted this to happen I mean we always are safe So clearly you set something up!"

"What do you think I did poked holes in the condom or something. I didn't want this to happen! You think at 17 years old I wanna push a baby out of me and wake up every morning just to run to the toilet to throw my guts up or sit with the most painful back pains that I have ever experienced but I just pretend that nothing painful is happening so that you won't get mad or hate me!? It's not like I wanted this! And you know it's funny because I did wanna have kids with you one day but know I dont even think you love me anymore! So I'll just go! Go to school, have fun, go to parties and get drunk But I'm done!" Gon said as he ran out of the bathroom and grabbing his keys. I just sat there shocked that he would say that to me.

I finished getting ready for school but I did not feel like going all I wanted to do was Find Gon and apologized. I feel really bad I didn't mean any of the things and I said some pretty sickening things to him and all I wanted to do was hold him and tell him it would be ok! I thought. I really gotta find him! But where would he go! I got into my car and started to drive to his aunt's house to look for him.

(GONS POV)

I was crying of course All I was a good for nothing disgusting useless pregnant crybaby. I pulled up my shirt and looked at my stomach, I smiled a little and rubbed it. "Your Gonna be so pretty or handsome, you may not have a dad but I'll always be here for you," I said smiling.

I waited about an hour until Killua would for sure be out and at school. I went back to the apartment sure enough he was gone. I went to our room and snuggled myself into the soft blankets of the bed, the bed was so much softer on my back then the couch.

The sheets smell like Killua which was really comfortable, even after all of the things he said to me, and I slowly fell asleep. I woke up a little later, but unsure how later. I wrapped my arms round my pulsing belly and tried to suppress the cramps that were happening. When all of a sudden I heard the apartment door open I jumped up and looked at the time, Killua would not be home for school yet! Who is that?