why do I have a change of heart? Before this, it is impossible to change my heart, but after he came into my small world, I feel that I forget my long crush. I feel that I heal from my past heartbroken...is it possible? Before he comes, I couldn't forget who I love dearly as I am so loyal to him...
but now, everything changes...he has gone before I could ever confess. Maybe he knows, maybe he doesn't...maybe he realize or maybe he ignores it...
yeah, hard to accept but people come and go..people who come bring smiles and in the end, they leave a deeper scar.
I wish he knows that I'm still waiting for him...I wish he knows that I'm still put high hope that he will come back.
doesn't it funny?
How I want you to disappear before because you making me fall deeply but now when I already fall too deep, you weren't here...
you never did in the first place...
You know how I became stupidly insane because of you, but you ignored it...and yeah, it still hurt. I will be lying I I said that I was fine until now... it has been 4 years since you have gone, and I am stupidly thinking you will be back...
hope you will, Mr alone
saying all of this, won't make you come back right?
you won't because deep in your heart...leaving me is a great thing you have been doing.
hope you realize that I'm still waiting...
goodbye Mr alone.
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