BILLIE'S POV:
Nothing compares to losing her, nothing... she means the world to me. The thought of losing her just... I can't explain it, but I can explain how much I'd do for her, and for her to give me the most amazing gift-- a family, it just makes me more happy to be on this earth... because I have two little people that need me, to depend on me. I don't want to be those fathers that are there most of the time.
If I could bear my my entire soul to Skylar, I would, every single part of it. And I would want to see Skylar's because when she doesn't tell me anything if something's wrong, it just makes it harder to try and get closer to her....
I finally let go of Skylar-- the feeling of warmth had left instantly, and I hated it. The emotion she gave just made me even sadder, but at the same time, it showed that she still has the bravery to show her emotions with facial expressions. I can't read her mind-- though I would want to, sometimes it's just best not to because this makes our communication even better-- not forcefully making her talk to me, but you know what I mean. I kiss Skylar's face, walking us to the couch, she looks at me with her hazel eyes that feel so intense when they meet mine.
"Billie?" She quietly asks, "Yeah?" She sighs to herself, looking down at her hands placed on her lap, "Promise me something... that even if I ever go back to my old habits-- which I really hope will never to me ever again, just-- just promise that you'll be there. Even if you might not want to be with me anymore, I just want someone who will be there and help. Ok?" I smile slightly and lay my hand on hers, "I'm gonna be there no matter what, and trust me, I would never leave you-- even if wanted me to, I wouldn't..." Skylar sighs happily, she kisses my face and stands up.
"Well, today's been interesting... I'm gonna go to bed. I love you" I smile and stand up as well, "I love you too babe. Go ahead and get some sleep, I'll be down here watching tv" "Ok" Skylar slowly walks up the stairs, looking back at me every few seconds, earning a few laughs and smiles. I sit down on the couch again, my head resting in my hands.
What am I gonna do when the tour starts...?
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Hey guys! Thanks for reading and voting for my story! I'm so sorry that I didn't update earlier, again, I've been having personal issues-- I took a test online on the weekend and it tells me-- get this... that I have borderline personality disorder and compulsive dependency disorder.... yeah, so I've been trying to figure this shit out and making sure that this is not a "fake test". I hope everyone enjoyed this short, yet hopefully good chapter mostly in Billie Joe's POV... Enjoy! Bye! :D
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