Billie looks at Skylar as she looks at him, the sound of that stupid clock was the only thing that could be heard.
"I can't do it Billie" Skylar finally says, the hurt in her voice just sounded so painful to say-- even to think about saying it. "What do you mean?" Billie responds, trying to hide the hurt in his voice, "You don't want to be with me anymore?" Skylar immediately shakes her head, "No, no, no Billie, I do want to be with you, it's just that..." "It's just what?" Skylar sighs and sits back down on the couch, "I love this new life-- away from the kids at school, the thought of my family, taking a break from school. But, I just feel... alone when you leave, I have the twins who I truly love and adore, but I just feel alone... like I did when I was 13. I need someone to hold me and say that they'll never leave-- I know that's not the case with this kind of situation. I love that you live out your dream of being in a band, I just want someone to reassure me" Skylar looks at Billie, looking at the ground, "I love you Skylar... and I don't want you to go back to your old habits..." "I'm not... I hope..." "And that's what I'm scared of, the possibility of it happening. I don't want to lose you Sky" "I don't want to be gone either, you think I want that to happen, leave the five most important people in my life?" "Five?" "You, the twins, Mike and Trè, you guys are important to me, and if anything happened I would be devastated... so yeah, I'm not gonna be the selfish one and leave my family" Skylar says standing up, Billie follows, "I know that you would never intently do that" "Then why do you make it sound like it?" "I'm not, just please don't do anything that you'll regret... if anything happens to you, I don't know what I'll do, it makes me think of that nightmare I had when I dreamt that I lost you during birth" Billie rubs his eyes, Skylar walks up to him, "Don't you start crying, I should be the one doing that..." Skylar says quietly, holding Billie in her arms, she too starts crying.
"Please don't leave me Sky..." Billie says in between crying, Skylar holds him tighter, "I won't..."
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One In The Same: Sequel to "Two different of a kind"
Fanfiction"I do" was the last thing I remember before my life changes forever... Skylar now getting married to Billie Joe Armstrong, is extremely excited to spend the rest of her life with him- the twins, the husband, and him living out his dreams... but will...
