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I woke up feeling sick I was sure if I should stay home or go to school but i was about to graduate soon so I might as well keep going.
As soon as I sat up my mouth started to water so I quickly ran to my bathroom and started vomiting, I got up washed of my mouth then walked downstairs to get a bottle of water since I had no more in my room.
As I walked back to my room my sister poked her head out her door.
"You good" she asked
"No Im hot and I keep being sick, i don't know what's wrong with me" I said getting worried.
"Gurl you probably pregnant" she said laughing and I just kept Amy face straight. "I was only joking, take some pills and if youn fell good I'll tell me"
" okay thank you" i said walking into my room.
I was lowkey questioning whether I was pregnant or not, when me and kentrell had sex I don't remember him putting on a condom, I can't believe I was that careless and stupid for my first time.
I laid in my bed for a few minutes debating if I should go to school or not, I decided to stay home I slowly fell back asleep.
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11:11 am
I woke back up and checked my phone then saw notifications from kentrell.
Kentrell
-Bae -bae -ain't you awake yet you supposed to me getting ready for school - why you ignoring me -if youn reply by 11 am coming
17 miss calls from kentrell 🤍
I quickly called him back before I could talk he was already jumping down my throat.
"Fuck you ignoring me for" he said looking down at his phone.
" I was sleeping baby, ion feel good"
"Oh sorry ma... come open the door"he said pulling into my road.
I walked downstairs and opened the door for him then walked back to my room. After about 1 minute he walked in.
"What's wrong baby" he said laying his head on my belly putting his hands under merubbing my back.
"I keep being sick" I said then he looked up at me.
"Ain't you on birth control"
"We fucked once my first fucking time why you didn't use a condom" I said starting to panic
"Watch yo fucking mouth... don't worry ma" he said pulling me into a hug.
"Can we go Walmart please"
"Yes" he said kissing my forehead
We walked out my room kentrell said hi to kd I asked my sister and kd if they wanted anything them just wanted a bag of chips.
We made are way into the car and I was so scared I didn't even realize I was shaking.
"You shaking ma, it's ok". He said putting his hand on my thigh.
"Am scared baby, I don't think am ready. I can barely look after myself let alone a fucking kid" I said starting to cry, while he pulled up to Walmart and stopped the car.
" Kalani... look at me ma. It's gone be fine you just panicking you don't even know if you are I think I pulled out in time" he said reaching over to hug me.
We got out the car then walked to the isle and I picked up 3 different test just to be sure, I also picked out some snacks. Then we walked to the till.
We made it back and as soon as we walked in I picked up the bag that had the tests in it and ran to my bathroom.
I peed on all three laid them on the counter then sat on the floor and cried while I waited.
"Ma get off the floor mane, am here it's ok baby what did it say" he said walking in bending down to my level.
"I ain't look at it yet I'm scared" I said crying more.
"How long more you have to wait"
"It's ready now, look at it please" I said nervously.
I looked up at him and he had a surprised face which made me more nervous.
"Your fucking lying" I said curling up into a ball.
"You pregnant" he said laughing.
"It's not ticking funny" I said bursting out crying.
"Am joking ma... it says negative. See I told you not to worry but youn ever listen"
" you so annoying move" I said pushing past him walking into my room
" am gone fuck yo shit up if you u keep putting yo hands on me" he said pulling me back pinning me against the wall by my neck.
"Boy please you gone get yo ass beat tryna look cute" I said touching his chin hairs mugging him while blushing.
" we ain't fuck 12 times yet, you forgot about my strike huh" he said kissing on my neck.
" i literally just did a pregnancy, you need to get condoms"
"No you need to get birth control am tryna fuck raw" he said licking his lips.
We went downstairs and watch Netflix eating snacks with kd and Desiree.
