THE SLUT MODEL [COMPLETED]

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Why do people love to bring me down? Why it always be me? Why do people always dragging me in every situation? Why they always targeting me? To what? To feel that they're superior?

Yan ang palagi kung tinatanong sa sarili ko. Ano bang mali sa'kin? Bakit puro nalang mali ang nakikita nila sa'kin. May nagawa naman siguro akong tama pero puro mali talaga ang nakikita nila.

They get hurt when someone commits suicide but they don't know that they are the reason why someone commits suicide. Do I need to do that so they can also appreciate me? They gonna start loving and appreciating you when your already gone. Should I do that?

"Excuse me senorita Kirlstine, the make up artist is here already." naputol ang iniisip ko ng bigla nagsalita ang kasambahay namin. I didn't heard her knocking. Maybe I'm just too pre occupied that I didn't even notice that she's knocking.

I am here in the mansion. The other day, I just came home here. My dad and mom are away because they are on a business trip. I don't know why my mom is with dad all the time, she really doesn't want to be separated from dad. She's such a clingy wife.

Cliff and I haven't seen each other for a few days. Clifford have a business trip and I'm also busy with my photoshoots. The last time we see each other was at mang ed's place. His body guard slash driver. Nag uusap naman kami pero through call or video call lang. Minsan ay nag tetext lang kapag masyadong busy talaga sa trabaho.

"Okay, I'm going now." sabi ko do'n sa kasambahay namin. Ngnumiti ako nang tipid at yumuko lamang ito.

Today is the D-day of the grandball. It's still four in the afternoon but the mansion is already so busy because of the preparation. Bababa na sana ako nang biglang tumunog ang aking telepono. I look at to my phone to see who's the caller.

Clifford calling....

"Yes?"

"You didn't tell me that you're in your mansion."

"You didn't ask about my whereabouts." I rolled my eyes as if he can see me.

Totoo naman talaga. Hindi siya nagtanong kung nasaan ako. Nagtatawag kami palagi pero ang pinapagana kasi ng lalaking to ang pagiging malibog niya. Sinabihan pa ako nang 'SOC tayo' kapag tumatawag siya tuwing gabi. Ang libog talaga ng lalaking to.

"I'm sorry, okay?"

"Duh—bahala ka." ibaba ko sana ang tawag pero nagsalita naman ito. Wala akong ganang makipag usap sa kanya. I'm not in the mood to talk to him.

"Wait Love, your being moody again." natutuwang sabi nito. He let out a soft chuckle and it sound music to my ear.

"Clifford ibababa ko na, maghahanda pa ako para mamaya."

"Okay, I'm gonna fetch you later. Remember, I'm your partner." paalala niya sa'kin.

Palagi niyang sinasabi sa'kin 'yan. Baka daw kasi makalimutan ko na siya ang partner ko mamaya.

"Okay, I'll be waiting. Don't break your promise Clifford." I said softly before ending the call.

Ang sabi niya pinapapunta daw siya nang mommy niya sa mansyon nila kaya pupunta muna siya do'n bago siya umuwi sa condo niya para maghanda para mamaya.

Bumaba kaagad ako pagkatapos ng tawag. Pagbaba ay agad kung nakita ang mag aayos sa akin. Nakita ko si Alex na nakatitig sa akin na parang naiirita na sa kakahintay.

"Pa senorita ka talaga no?Kanina pa kami naghinhintay dito." naiinis na sabi nito.

"Sorry na nga."

"Ano ba kasing ginawa mo ba't ka natagalan? Nag finger ka pa?" ginaya niya ako sa upuan kung saan ako simulang ayusan. There's a big vanity mirror and a table that full of different kind of make up.