|| Friday Night Blues ||

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Friday, November 24th, 1997

1:47 AM

I can't sleep. I just kept thinking. Over thinking. And no, before you even ask, I was not thinking about Beverly. I couldn't even think about her anymore without getting angry.

"What if he and I get into a fight?..."
"What if we get into a fight and we don't recover?"

"What-What if...What if we break up- oh my god!"

With that, I was sitting up in my bed. I reach over, flicking on my lamp and then, frantically, jumping out of bed and rushing over to my phone, where I begin, frantically, begin dialing Richie's number.
I put the phone up to my ear, inpatients waiting for Richie is answer. But then, I realized, why on earth am I calling him? I am suppose to be made at him!
Just then, I get snapped out of my train of thought, by Richie's groggy voice on the other end of the phone. I began to panic. "Hello?" He says, "Hello?" And then, out of sheer panic, I slammed the phone down back on its holder, trying to shake off the embarrassment I felt in that very moment. I flopped back down on my bed and groaned.

"Why is being in a relationship so fucking hard for me?"

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