Lost In Emotions

Prologue

I woke up from the morning breeze as the flashback from last night hit my lost thoughts.

After my ex-boyfriend, which I am being considered pleaded for a millionth time for him to come over for a movie with popcorn I a agreed .

Since my parents are out of town on a business trip the two of us have the whole house to ourselves . However  I haven't had any sexual intense with any guys scared me off.

I wasn't worried about it at all because I knew a guy like Thomas would never do that to me. He always tells me he will make sure to take things slow until I'm ready.

He walks behind me wherever I go like my shadow and he sends me morning texts saying "Good Morning beautiful" or a text saying "Sweet dreams love" before I closes my eyes for the night.

I arranged the coffee table  with various snacks and drinks as I prepared for a large bowl of popcorn.

Thomas and I thought about deciding a movie after we settled on the couch.

Thomas arrived five minutes late than the time he suggested. He is usually like this so I don't bother much.

"Sorry." He said pecking my lips and dragging me towards the sofa.

He made himself comfortable as I layed on him his and wrapped tightly around my very small fragile body.

We ended up watching something romantic at the same time interesting cause neither any of us wanted to fell asleep along the movie.

Thomas barely drank anything or ate any of the snack. I found it weird cause he usually snuggle a whole chips bag in like five minutes.

"You okay." I asked looking deeply into his beautiful green eyes.

"I'm fine." He just shot back and continued to stare at the screen.

Along midway the movie  he started kissing my neck which I found it uncomfortable. I tried to push him away a little but he  got on top of me kissing my lips hardly that I can barely breath.

He moved towards my neck and makes his way to my belly. I screamed in fear but his strong body on mine made me feel weaker.

"Please let me go I begged." As he continued sucking my neck.

He then did the most painfull  thing. "You deserve this." He whispers as he get of my body and adjusting his pants.

I can feel drips of blood between my legs and my whole body is sore.

"Have a nice life." He said in a smirking tone and took all the snacks before he leaves the house banging the door.

I lay on the couch numbed. After trying to put to reality what really happened I woke up from the couch and filled the tub with warm water.

I stripped in and let my body drown through the warm water.

Tears started to roll down my eyes as I could not forgive the person who made my life a dream.

My thoughts were saying this was a dream. It was nothing but the reality.

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So after a long period of time I'm re writing this book. So I want you guys to support me and give some ideas.
♡JADE