Lost In Emotions

eight

Alexa's POV

Just hoping out of the shower I changed into a simple sun dress putting my hair into a ponytail and getting ready for the day ahead of me.

Thomas also ran into the shower as we did a beth on who gets ready first. He is already out as I finish tightening my ponytail.

He jumps into his pants giving me a dirty smirk. Not today Thomas. My conscience groans.

I feel his eyes on me as his view reflects from the mirror.

This isn't good.

"So." Thomas moved forward and hissed to my ear making me get goosebumps.

He starts kissing my neck making me want his body so badly right now. What is wrong with you Alexa. My conscience shouted at me.

I let a small gasp making him move lower.

Shit Thomas has already got ready and I still have to put a pair of sandles.

"Nice try." I say pushing him and grabbing a matching pair of sandles.

Today is Thomas's second older sister's baby shower. He wanted me so badly to come with me since sitting alone in an event like that wasn't meant for a guy like him.

"Shit." I groaned realizing that I can't wear the sandals on my own.

Thomas laughed making me throw him a dead glare. He gently bend down putting the sandals.

"All done." He said tapping my head like a kid.

Thomas really getting on my nerve. First he lest me kinda of horny and now playing with me.

This guy is seriously going to get some kicks from me before the day ends.

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His sister's house look so huge. Since they planned on having the shower outaide it was decorated in both pink and blue.

"Can I atleast know what she is having." I asked Thomas as I slip my hand around his.

"I don't know myself." He said pulling me closer as we walks to the entrance.

I totally forgot that I will be meeting his parents. They are going to know about me being pregnant.

We were greeted by some of Thomas's family members before taking a seat on the front table.

"I'll grab us something to drink." Thomas disappeared to the drink table.

Planning on having a baby showerlike this is great but with all these comes stress. A pregnant me with twins and stress is not a good thing.

"Is this seat taken." I was snapped back to reality.

It was Thomas's mom. I tried to get up but she indicated its fine as her eyes moves down to my belly. She must know.

"Nope untill Thomas is done talking." I said pointing towards him who is busy laughing with his brother-in-law.

We both laughed at my own words as she sat next to me.

Her kindness glows her face as looks like the same person I saw last time.

"So how far are you?" She asked.

"Five months and it will nearly be six." I smiled.

"That's great hun. Vanessa is seven months and I'm glad to be a grandmother soon."

Does she know I'm pregnant with his son's kid. She must know or else they'll think I'm a hoe coming into a family gathering with someone else kid.

Thomas joined me helping me get rid of the weird situation.

"Thomas I'm glad youre gonna be a dad soon." She siad hugging her son.

Guess things isn't weird after all.

I stood up from the chair feeling uneasy. Not today babies.

Thomas helped me as we went to give Vanessa pur little gift.

Even though she is seven months pregnant her belly looks the same size as mine. Uhh this thing kept on getting bigger giving me more back pains.

"You're cute with that belly." She commented and why does everyone says that.

"Thank you." I put a hand on it as Thomas grabbed me closer.

"So you're having?" It was more like a question than a not finished phrase.

"Twins. Both are girls." I replied.

We talked for about a minute as Thomas bid her sister with a goodbye.

"I think I need to lay down Thomas." I said before we could take a seat.

"I'll take you to the guests room upstairs."

"No I'm fine just wanna go home."

"Let us go tell mom and Vanessa we are leaving."

"Okay." I nod.

We walked around the yard looking for his mom who kept on disappearing among the guests.

I can barley breath and my back is killing me.

Where the hell is she. I need to go. My head starts shouting.

Finally we bid her goodbye and jumped into the car. Thomas hasn't started the engine as he continues to look at me breathing heavier.

"You okay."

"I don't think so. My back is killing me." I came in honest with saying I'm fine.

I can barely feel my back now feeling all numb. Thomas rubbed gently making me feel better.

"Just lay down. I'll get you home." He says as I shut my eyes.

Does Vanessa has to go through this and why it is always me. Ughhhh

I opened my eyes to see a view of my bedroom. WHAT. I've been so deep in sleep that I didn't felt Thomas carrying me to the bed.

"Hey you're awake." I shirtless Thomas came with a water bottle.

"I was just getting these pills for you." He said handing me what the doctor gave the last time.

"I ordered some takeouts since it's past lunch. Plus you might wanna get fresh before eating." He said helping me sit in a position.

I felt nauseous out of nowhere. I dragged my body as I ran to throw up in an unusual time of day.

Thomas holds my hair as he rubs my back.

"Uhgg." I groan not even realizing that the pot was red in colour. I shut it down flushing.

My body dragged down as I felt tears rolling down my eyes feeling all numb and out of breath once again.

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Hello beautiful people. I'm already done with chapter eight. Hope you are enjoying.
<3 JADE