why does she hate herself? vh

006- oh no

destiny's pov

"How's football going?" I ask playing with his hair.

"Good, I mean it's just been kinda boring" He shrugs.

"Boring?" I question. "Boring how? Boring cause your too good?" I joke.

"Nah, just rather be with you dess" Johnathan looks back at me.

"Oh shut up." I roll my eyes playfully. He laughs at my reaction.

"You know what I've noticed dess?" He raises a brow.

"What have you noticed?" I stare at him for obvious reasons.

"You being super close with Emily. What's that about?" He grins, and so do I.

"Well we just got to know each other, she's super nice" I smile at the thought. He nods.

"You still friends with Jaslyne?" He tilts his head.

"Yeah why?" I furrow my brows.

"I just haven't been seeing you guys hang out recently." He shrugs.

"Yeah she's been busy" I excuse. He raises his brows for a quick second.

"What time is it?" I look for my phone.

"It's 6:48" He gets up.

"Already? I should get home." I spot my grey sweater, picking it up from his bed.

"Just go at 10:00" He smirks. I look at him in a 'are you dumb?' way.

"No." I start walking out of his house.

"Dess wait up!" I hear him shout from inside. I wait for him by the grass. A few seconds pass and he walks out of the door with his car keys. He gives me a smile.

"Johnathan I can walk." I giggle.

"But what's the point of you walking if I can take you?" He scoffs. He walks up to the black jeep, opening the passenger door for me. I smile at him.

He drives me to my house and tells me 'to not get out before he opens my door'.

"Thank you" I say as he opens my door, letting me get out.

"Always dess" He kisses my forehead.

"Bye John" I smile as he hugs me tightly. I pull away.

"Bye dess" He waves.

I go into my house and go to my room. My mom was at work and who knows where Aaron was. I sit at my vanity.

I look at myself in the mirror.

Why is it that you can feel normal for a bit but then feel so empty? I felt emptiness. There's no other word I could explain it in. My heart felt empty, so empty that it hurt. I could feel it. So why did I feel empty? I can feel something can't I?You could go to being so happy the entire day but once you're alone you're not.