Is This A Normal Life?

Part 4

The look on my mom’s face was unbelievable. Then something i was not expecting happened…. she fainted….

“ oh god!” my dad said. “ Michelle? are you okay babe?” my dad asked. I ran by their side to help my mom up while Anthony was pacing around. “ i did NOT do anything of the things s-she’s accusing me…. t-tell them that this is a lie!” he demanded. I stayed quiet and that’s when he pushed me against the wall and slapped me in my face several times. My dad got him off him and that was when everything turned out from positive to negative. He grabbed my dad by his neck and twisted it, killing him instantaneously. I couldn’t even move from where I was standing, after he killed my father he went towards my mom who was laying in my couch since she fainted. He stabbed her several times in her chest. I was not able to speak, why was this happening?, WHY ME?!. I panicked and ran to my bedroom locking the door but he was faster than me. He kept telling me how bad I had it coming. He beated me so badly that i couldn’t even feel me arms. after he finished or at least I thought, he tied my arms to the bed and once again he put his hands on my. I should’ve never come back to my apartment I should have just walked away and drive to Katherine’s place… Now I know i can’t change my past but i seriously regret even answering my mom’s question when I saw her.

After that monster raped me for hours he untied my hands and then fell asleep. I have never cried so hard in my life, not only was I raped but I’ve lost both of my parents. I am helpless. I am just another abused person who is scared of telling anyone what’s happening. I should just die.

I got up quietly to use the bathroom, i could not believe what i was seeing in the mirror.

It was not me, It was horrific, i cannot even explain it in words how bad i looked.

The bathroom Window was open, i could easily get out of here since i live in the first floor. I got some clothes on and grabbed my personal belongings. The monster stir in the bed but thankfully he didnt wake up.

I climbed down the window and tried to run but I couldn’t because of all the pain i was going through. I was going as fast as i could trying not to let anybody see my face. I got into my car and drove all the way to Madison county, Ohio. After i have hidden my car i hid in an abandoned place call The Red Brick Tavern.

Two hours later i woke up from a needed nap. I heard someone walking around, the steps were getting closer and closer, i could swear i just heard people talking, two men or more maybe. Are they going to hurt me too?. Did my brother send them to kill me or rape me?

Is this ever going to end?.... Will I be able to ever have a normal life?....