Is This A Normal Life?

Part 1

Today its just a typical for any normal person, which i am not. I am worthless, everyday after i get home i get beaten and sexually abuse from Anthony (my “brother”). He has me in the palms of his hands, i have to do what he wants, whenever he wants, wherever he wants or else…. you know what happens already….

The first time that my “loving” brother abused me was during my freshmen year in high school.

Flashback 10 years ago

It was friday after i got home from school my very first day of high school. i was so excited, i made tons of new friends and i also got an A+ on my first test of the year!. Yup i got a test on the first day of school. i walked to the kitchen and decided to  make myself a sandwich since my mom and dad were still working, it was around 6:00 pm. after i sat at the dining table located in the kitchen i saw my brother walking in my way  “ hey lil sis, come to my room when you finish here i want to show you something” he says, i just nodded in agreement and he smiled.

when i finished i walked upstairs to his room to see what he wanted to show me. As i opened the door to his room i saw him naked which made turn around quickly. “ hey maddie its okay, are you ready for me to show you what…. uh told ya earlier?” he asks. “ yes but can you please get some clothes before i see it” i said very shy, i’ve never seen my brother naked before, i felt weird and disgusted. who will ever wanted to see their siblings naked? right.

I felt a pair of hands on my waist as i look up it was Anthony wearing an evil smirk on his face. all of the sudden i felt something hitting me on the back of my thigh. “... Come on baby girl its not a big deal… you will like what you’ll see.... i promise” he whispers in my right ear.

He turns me to face him completely. I panicked for a bit when i get to see what had been hitting my thigh… He looked into my eyes while licking his lips. “ you are beautiful Madison”. And that’s where hell broke loose he started to kiss me like if there was no tomorrow, i tried to get him of me but he was stronger than me. He pushed me inside his room and closed the door behind him. “ i am gonna tell mom and dad. what the hell is wrong with you I AM YOUR SISTER for god’s sake!” he pushed me again but now i was on top of his bed and he managed to get on top of me while holding me down by my wrists “ you ain't going to tell anyone or else….” he threatened. i was scared. “ why? why are you doing this to me, please let me go” i cried. i received several slaps on my face which made me cry even harder. He starting kissing from my mouth down to my neck. Then he proceeded to take my clothes off.

“ i promise you will like it so, please stay still if you dont want me to hit you again… Oh and it will hurt you…. A LOT be prepared” he had that nasty smirk on his face that made me want to puke and then... Well i guess you know exactly what happened next.

End of Flashback.