Is This A Normal Life?

Part 2

I just got home from work, Today was a very stressful day. I work at a lawyer’s office here in Connecticut as a receptionist, today has been the busiest day in months i needed to do a lot of paperwork, setting up appointments and picking up phones all at once. By the time i was done i decided to go home and get something to eat since i wasn't even able to eat anything during my lunch break due to all the people in the office. When i opened the door to my apartment i saw Anthony sitting on my couch. Was he waiting for me?....

He looked at me and started walking in my direction. “ Well hello there little sis, how was your day?”he asks. “what the hell are you doing in my house? and how did you even got in?” i asked him. I was furious, how did he managed to get into my house without a key?.

“... I have my ways… Now lets go to your room so we-” and that’s when I cut him off, “ excuse me? the only place that you are gonna be going right now is outside of my apartment by yourself”

He pulled my hair and slammed my body against the wall. “ why was that little b!*ch?” With Anthony you always needed to do things his way, there were no other options. One example is the sky, everybody knows the sky it’s blue. If Anthony said that it was green then it was green no matter what.

*Fast Forward to next day*

I am tired of this i cannot handle it anymore, i have thought of suicide but i am too chicken to do that. I am here sitting in my bed on a saturday morning thinking why i haven't tell my parents yet about what has been going on for the last 10 years of my life. Where is Karma when you need it?. The only way for me to be safe it’s to runaway, leave everything behind, spread my wings and fly. But where am I supposed to go? what if this happens again with a different person? Why can’t I just live a normal life?