MY unfinished symphony

I'm here for you

Nikki-

and to think i wanted to kill this boy.... i look over at Tommy who is looking around with weary eyes and shaking and flinching at the slightest movement. 

"Tommy do you want something to eat? I have a lot of food here and i think you need the food". he looks at me processing what i said like i was tricking him or something..."y-yes please I'll take anything but only a little, you have already done so much for me i don't want to be more of a bother..."

 at first i thought he was joking, but then i looked at his face... he was dead serious... "Tommy your not a bother besides i made this place for refuge and to take care of people in need, and you don't look like ur in good shape at the moment...." he looked at me and nodded.. 

"soup... can i have soup?" i smiled. "of course Tommy i can make some soup what kind would you like? There's mushroom, rabbit, beetroot." he thinks for a moment..." mushroom please..." OK now i know something is really wrong, Tommy never says please and thank you....

i grab two wooden bowls and some spoons, i grab my fresh mushrooms i picked only yesterday and put them in a pot and start the furnace, i put in spices and all kinds of things to make it taste as good as possible, Tommy looks like he needs some good food.

 once done i pour it into the two bowls and go over to my small two person table, good thing i decided to make that extra chair. I put the bowls down and then i hear something.... someone humming? no now singing...

i walk down the hall following the music and it leads to Tommy's room i peek through the door and see the boy sitting on the bed singing-

my l'manburg my l'manburg

well i heard there was a special place

 where men would go and emancipate

 the brutality and tyranny of their ruler

well this place was real no need to fret 

with Tommy, tubbo, wilbur, no longer eret

it's a very big and not blown up l'manburg

my l'manburg my l'manburg 

well i heard there was a special place

where men would go and emancipate

the brutality and tyranny of their ruler

well this place was real but now it's gone

techno and dream planted a bomb

its a very big and definitely blown up l'manburg

my l'manburg my l'manburg

my l'manburg

Nikki-

"that was lovely Tommy--" he falls over on the bed "ahhh oh Nikki um its nothing i just was..... well you see... he lowered his head but i could tell he was bright red. "i sing it when i am upset, it helps me calm down." 

awwww Tommy always had a way with being lovable. "oh Tommy it's okay that was actually very good..." he weakly smiles at me. " oh soup is ready" i say helping him to the table. " he sit down and smells it and sits there sniffing it. 

"uh does it smell bad?" he looks at me in fear then calms. "oh sorry its out of habit..... um never know if there is poison or drugs in it..." he awkwardly laughs.

 i put my spoon down and feel a chill crawl up my spine. "Tommy" i say in a serious tone. he looks up and starts shaking a little. "did wilbur drug your food or even poison it?" he looks at me and his eyes go wide. I can see him thinking up an excuse. 

" Tommy, it's okay i won't say anything also i am not one to poison or drug people." he moves in his chair uncomfortably. " um y-yeah i guess he would because sometimes i would be eating then everything went black and i woke up in my room or in Wilbur's arms, one time he made me sick because i wouldn't listen so he got mad, it made me super weak and he took care of me and i couldn't fight back....." he takes another breath.

 " one time after i had some juice everything went blurry and weird... i think i was drunk or something.... he always gave me sleeping pills so that when he's gone i couldn't try to escape.. so i guess i am just cautious.." 

I look at him in horror.... of course he would use drugs he hates doing hard labor and also he used to have a drug van so he is an expert on that sh!t. "OK Tommy finish the soup and call me if you need me okay" he nods. i walk out and grab my coat and put on my snow boots. " hey Tommy here is a communicator, i am going to need to go... grab supplies i will be right back okay?" 

he looks at me worried. "your not gonna tell wilbur or anyone right?" I hug the boy in which he leans into me. "i promise Tommy". i grab my bag and hop on my horse and head toward ph1lza's house, he'll know what to do.... i hope....

-photo of what Tommy looks like rn, except way more beat up