𝖣𝖾𝖺𝗋 𝖣𝗂𝖺𝗋𝗒 | l.hs

Special Chapter: Mahal Kita

It's been two months since hiraya died, heeseung always visited her grave, telling her about his day. It was like the old days, just like how she was always listening to him.

The funeral was held at Philippines, beomgyu and everyone else went to Philippines for her.

Cries were heard everywhere at her funeral, beomgyu couldn't even smile and eat when he heard the news, same goes to sunghoon.

Hiraya's grandma couldn't help but cry when she heard of what happened, but she tried to smile because she knows that hiraya would get sad if she sees her grandma with a sad face.

Meanwhile, sunghoon didn't know what to do. he knew she was sick and even felt guilty when he couldn't do anything but only watch her get buried.

But even though he wasn't feeling better, he knew she was now at rest and that she will always be with him.

Heeseung invited sunghoon for a cafe break, sunghoon was staying at the Philippines more than he expected because of his dad's business.

“It’s been two months since everything happened.” Heeseung said, sunghoon just looked at his coffee and sighed.

“I miss her, heeseung.” sunghoon told him, heeseung hugged his bro and comforted him. A loved one won't be easy to forget.

“Me too, sunghoon. But, you know, she wouldn't be happy to see us being sad.” With that sunghoon smiled a bit.

“You knew about her sickness all along?” he asked, sunghoon gripped on the handle of the mug. “I do, are you mad?”

Heeseung shooked his head, “No, she had a reason for hiding it, I'm sure.”

They made up after all the fights and everyone was just happy like how hiraya would want them to be.

About nahee, she was now rotting in prison. although hiraya never knew about this, everyone knows she would be happy that justice is now served for her.

Heeseung still haven't read the diary. But now that he has enough courage to do it, he sat down beside Hiraya's grave and began reading it.

as he opened the first page, he saw a picture of himself. It was candid and he chuckled since he didn't know she was secretly taking pictures of him.

He couldn't help but get teary eyed when he turned to the next page and saw her handwritten letter.

Dear diary,
Today, heeseung requested to come with me to the Philippines and I couldn't get more happier.
I don't know why he suddenly want to come with me but I'm not complaining, this is lovely opportunity for us to go and eat halo-halo just like how he wanted to taste one!

Mother already likes him, she says he's kind and generous. Well, if only mother knew how he never wanted to give me back my name tag haha, I still remember it until now.

—

Dear diary,
heeseung finally got to taste halo-halo! I'm so happy for him! The way his eyes lit up when he tasted it was so cute!

He's the person I want to be with, everytime I'm with him, I don't know, how should I say this? I think I just love him so much.

—

Dear diary,
my father came into my house unexpectedly, I remembered everything suddenly. Good thing mom and heeseung came on time.

What does it mean when you feel safe when the person you want is beside you all the time? Is it really real love that I'm feeling?

I really like heeseung! ^_^

—

Dear diary,
I miss beomgyu, sunghoon, jake, grandma and everyone else :(

I wonder what grandma and beomgyu are doing? they're probably planting and cooking new recipes.

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Dear diary,
Heeseung came with beomgyu and me to the festival! Ah, what a dream come true! :))

I really wanted him to spend the festival with us, I don't know why but with him I just feel like everything will be alright!

We played and eat and did whatever we wanted to, today's such a fun day. I will never forget this day!

Especially that I had my kiss with heeseung this night, I guess it's true that the world does really stop when you are with the one you love, huh?

I can't explain how I feel, I don't know how to write what I feel today. I just feel so...

loved.

—

Heeseung chuckled upon realising how hiraya really loved him and secretly admired him all the time.

He also cried reading her diary, it made him remember everything they did.

Time sure flies fast, it felt like it was just yesterday when he hated her so much but now he would do anything for her.

He thought that was all she wrote but, about to stand, the diary from his hand fell on the ground and upon picking it up, the back page revealed itself with a goodbye letter for heeseung.

“w. . .what?” he muttered.

Dear heeseung,
how should I start? hi, I guess! I'm probably gone from the earth when you're reading this
but I want to say sorry first of all.

I'm sorry for never telling you about my sickness, I was scared. everyone left me and when I transferred, I was scared that everyone would do the same thing again.

Remember my drug issue? When you hated me so much that we had many fights? I still remember it clearly.

I did feel mad at you but now, I don't. Past is past and I know you only got mad at me because you cared about your parents, for their reputation.

Remember the name tag? I loved that memory of us so much. When I pinched your ears, it felt like I got a revenge plan that worked the way I wanted!

We had so many memories, but my favourite will always be our first kiss in the rain. Well, it is my first kiss but it's so special to me and I treasure it so much.

Because, That night, you made me felt like I was important, that I deserved everything in the world.

no one ever made me feel that kind of way, not until you came.

I'm grateful we met each other, heeseung.

You probably notice it but I'm going to confess, I'm such a coward and I hate myself for it.

Heeseung, I like you and I love you so much.

If next life truly is not a myth, you will always be the one I'm going to find, we're going to love each other again, right?

you will always be the one I will love until the end, no matter what happens.

My love for you is irreplaceable, you know?

I hope you know what it means. :)

Heeseung, mahal na mahal kita, sobra.

- hiraya hong.

This day was all crying for the boy, he looked to her grave and smiled. “I love you, hiraya.” still not knowing what it meant, he stood up and went home.

Time passing by quickly

Heeseung always visits Hiraya's grave, not missing attendance, if ever there was.

The boy has been learning Hiraya's language and has mastered it.

“Binibini, I know what it means now.” he said, laying down beside her grave and looking up on the sky.

“Mahal na mahal kita, hiraya.”

end.

meaning : Mahal Kita - I love you :)