Insanely Obsessive {Zayn&Harry} -Bwwm

Fifteen

Okiie so quick thing! Some of you may have noticed that in the beginning it said Liam was dating Danielle and now it says Jennifer so it was supposed to say Jennifer at the beginning... Oops lol buhh I changed it so it should make sense to new readers.

Another thing, My heart is hurt by Zayn leaving but it's even more hurt by his work with Naughty Boy... I can't even talk about it.

When I wake up again Jamal is still lying with me. He looks up at me, "Hey. " I smile, "Hi. " I let him go and look at my clock, its eleven a.m. Jamal sits up and so do I. I get up and take off my hoodie, I see Jamal cringe, "Toni. What did he do to you? You're bruised everywhere. Are you ok? " I nod, it's a lie but it's a lie I'm determined to keep. "Come on let's go downstairs. Remember don't say anything. " He nods and I put on a grey hoodie and Jamal and I leave. I go downstairs and sit on the couch pulling my knees into my chest. My mom sits next to me on the couch and puts her arm around me, "Are you alright? " I nod. She strokes my hair, "Sure? " I nod again and smile at her. I have to go to Liam's house at like 2:30. I don't know if I can go through with this or not. I don't want him to see all my bruises and scars. My dad kisses my forehead, "How you feeling sweetheart? " I look up at him, "Fine. " I look up and see Dre come in the room followed by Zayn. When Zayn sees me his face falls, "Toni, what happened? " I shrug, "Car crash. I'm ok though. " He lowers his eyebrows then looks up at my dad, "Ok. I'm ready. " My dad nods, "Alright, let's go to my office. " They head towards the stairs and Dre sits on the other side of me, "Hungry? " I shake my head. He frowns, "Thirsty? " I shake my head again, "Nope. " Trey comes in and sits next to our mom, "Are you ok Toni? " "Trey I'm fine. Everyone please stop asking me if I'm ok because I feel just fine. Ok? " They all nod. I sigh, "Thank you. " Dre kisses my forehead, "That's my Toni Roni, crying on the inside like a winner. " You have no idea, I think to myself. If crying on the inside makes you a winner I'm taking gold in everything. Jamal comes up to me and smiles. He sits down on the floor in front of me.

I lie down on my bed and look up at my ceiling. I look over at my desk and see a note sitting on it. I drag myself over to the dresser and look at it. It's from Zayn, it says that he's really sorry for what happened to me. I sit down on the chair and put my head down on the desk. Suddenly I hear a noise and it breaks my heart. "Toni. Please come in. Over. " It's my walkie talkie. Harry's voice brings tears to my eyes. "Toni. Can you hear me? Please talk to me. Please. Over. " I keep crying and I can feel the puddle of tears building around my face. I turn my head to the side. "Ne ne. Ne ne please. I need to talk to you. Over. " I pull out the walkie and hit the button, "Leave me alone. Over. " I flip it over and take off the back, "Toni! Toni please listen. I'm sorry. I lo- " I pull out the batteries and toss them back in the drawer along with the walkie. I know that he knows I pulled out the batteries, you can tell on the other side because the whole line dies. I swipe the tears off my face and lie there for a second trying to prevent more tears. Cry on the inside, cry on the inside. More tears trickle down my cheeks and I growl, "Come on! Stay in there! Crying is a sign of weakness and I am not weak! This happens to girls all the time! Be a woman. "